Bahs.

Don't care, Don't wanna know.


Lenna Is determined to finish up her chemistry and physics today!

Including practicing 2 hours of piano . *@_@*

Wish me luck =)

GOSH

This isn't like me.

I don't do this confrontation thingy.
SIGH.
but I have to let you know.

I'm sorry .

Beyond Furious.

Dear Jason,

YEAH! take his advice, I'm only making up excuses when I said I'm busy.
he knows girls/women SO WELL, APPLAUD would you.
He is oh so Superior and well-experienced.
WE have problems of our own, That's why there is no US.
Let's forget each other shall we?

I don't want to write more. Because if i do, I'll regret it, for sure.

Owh! OPPSIE, I READ YOUR BLOG, SURPRISE?

fuck you. I've had enough.

Is it really TRUE?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



I have no idea, what do you think?

I'm happy with the way I am.

Mum did something different this year, she bought flowers! pretty flowers... ah Valentine is coming, will I receive flowers this year? * dreamminggg* HAHA. just joking.



aww, the rose wilt already. =(


Me. Yes la, look fat la, but I'm happy with the way I am. accept it, embrace it.
and I love my outfit =p
Chor 2~~~

ciaoz, have to do Chem homework =(

What's the Most Important Thing During This Festive Season?

Your Family.


so guys, spend time with them before rushing out of the house tomorrow. =)

Happy Chinese New Year Guys. =))

Happy CNY =)

Lol I'm just gonna post all the pictures here. =D


Heineken, What I'm drinking now.

My nails. Uber messy, cause I didn't have time to do them, only did them during the car. imagine. my dad was driving 140-160km/h. LOL

nyahaha, anyhow i love it. =D

CNY eve, PASAR


Gueess what is it? Zucchini. Not banana okay? =) don't get mind sided. =p

at first I thought it was attached together, but then I found out that it was one Small and one Big , tied tightly together.

eee. what's that?

Rotten, turn to mould Mandarin Orange

worst KFC meal I've ever had.

Had no idea why Sonia asked me to take this down.


Altered Frequency at Taylors, on 22/1/09, For our ECA and Orientation Party, They are not bad for a Malaysian band you know? =) Hear them out.

What Me and Mummy made.

Egg white , Popiah Skin and Seaweed*missing* to make the above.

Hui Mien, my classmate/buddy/lunch partner.

Worrkk!!


I label my file

Did charity work sometime last week I think

So much thingsss

Mum tried the eyeliner on me. =p

Da Vinci Bottle.

Happy Cow Year People. =D

Student Council

I elected myself to be Secretary for Student Council

but when I said that to mummy, mummy did not approve.

She said she don't want me to lose concentration,
but IF I manage to become/hold the post,
it'll look good in my testimonial..

AH! HOW LA.

I'm me.

Don't try to change me,
cause I'm me.
I am the way I am, accept and embrace it . =)

funny things happen .. haha.

I finally went to the market. Food is cheap but cleanliness not so..

bah, I have piles of homework to do. and CNY is coming. yay yay yay.
and DADDY IS COMING BACK TODAY. ON THE WAY HOME.
WOOHOO, do chicken dance.. WAIT. scratch that. bah. who cares.
LOL

eager for CNY to come but dread for CNY to go.
Class test one.. and quiz. the piano classes. have to buck up and manage time eventho I probably wouldn't have enough time to sleep. more or less have to cut down on my 5 hour sleep.
nyahaha, we'll see.

gotta rush. =)

p.s COUSIE!! I MISS YOU. WHERE ARE YOU??
MS.YOONG S TOO.
we must go out!! harump =)

I am so careless

Seriously.

first i left my note in college, lost it,
then i left my file in college, went for break, and luckily managed to take it back,
now i left my tupperware in college . HAHA, asked a friend of mine to help me.

Want to blog cause I have pictures =p
BUT, I have alot of things to do.
Teacher rejected my focus question, have to think again
chem physics, bio, maths and esl, each of these subjects have work to do.

we'll see if I can blog tonight. =D

just reached home not long by the way.

Off to do work.

=)

Sigh

I want to blog really,BUT

i slept like a pig till 8 starting my homework now.
I have physics and maths and chem.
chem sort off finish, need ta review review abit..
so yeah, need to start on it..
I feel guilty cause Mummy helped me take care of Cookie just now,
I was suppose to take care of him . he's my responsibility.


I really wanna blog. haha.
about lunch, about my past friends and how much effort i put into the friendship, but turns out like, everyone's leaving one by one.
GOSH.
have to stop blogging dy.
peace =)

Dear Lenn

I don't want to care anymore.

I don't effing wanna know ..

I just want to avoid, and ignore....


fuck off.



Love,
Lenn

Zzz

GOSH,

cookie is very NOISY. hmmph..

zzz,

and I did not know who the hell sms me but 1+ in the morning, waking me up... = =

I'm so TIRED.

I love my COOKIE =D

Yes Yes, I love Cookie so so much.
So ADORABLE. ahaha.
but very bising now, cause I lock him up. =X
hmmph, needs to be train. gosh SO TIRED.
reached home bout 6.30? bathe cookie and fed him..
and my bag is still in the car kay!
Zz, golden Cookie.
ah shoot, my dad doesn't know.
o.O did you hear something? hahaha.

I know some of you might have a hint what am I talking about, or no clue at all.
well..

here's Cookie to you.


he's hiding. huhuhu, shy. :D



Meet COOKIE =D
say hie, *waves*

well, do you want any puppies?
He still has some brother and sisters left, or not the owner is going to throw them away. So sad kay.. they even sprayed the mother with effing blue spray, effing heartless creeps. I'm sooo mad at them but if I keep talking bout them , I'll start cursing. Soo, isn' t he adorable?
=)
about a month old.
He has 4 more brothers and sisters in brown, black and brownish black.
If you want, my dearest mummy can help fetch them back from Bandar Utama.
yes you got it right, I had to drive, *cough* fine, my MUM drove to BU to get the puppy.

GOSH, contact me if you want any. =D They are just as cute as him.


Now, I'm Hungry, Tired, Smelly-dog shampoo, and I have MATHS homework to do, and revise on bio, cause I was half asleep in class. LOL. bad me. =X

harumph, bathe now.. =)


oh yeah, something random my class mate typed to me in facebook.

"eat more nitrates so your hand can grow longer". HAHA, wth.
she thinks I'mma plant , cause nitrate fertilizer la!


P.S Mummy I love you SO SO SO MUCH, thank you soo much. tho she doesn't read. hehe.

YAWN

just finish packing everything.

had to drink a sort of drink my mum made, sweet and bitter..
eyer. =(

SLEEPY
lol
the song is like a lullaby.

SHOOT, i forgot what I wanted to say. HAHA.

night =)

I'm feeling better now =)

Thanks guys, for all the support and everything.
I feel much better. Thanks.
=D
I'll continue to try my best to keep smiling. :D

anyways.. mm..

I think I have a weak lung.
need to go check up. boo.
I use to have asthma when I was young, but it got better.
and I had experience eating cough med throughout a year, yes it was no fun
now, I've been coughing lately, but whenever I go to air-condition place, I start coughing.
ugh... and my cough was already healed! or so I thought la. I don't like to use the air-con in my house, altho my house is air-conditioned. haha. I've got a wall fan just for myself, so yeah la, nough of this.
cannot drink cold la, have to wear jacket la, have to eat icky med la.. sucks.

I want to leave my nail long , lalala, for CNY.
eee. it's comingggg. haha, gila dy.

mm,
some random things today.


I met my tuition mate while walking back to college, we both recognize each other but we didn't know each other's names.
so.
Me: Owh, hi, you're from Ikhlas Jaya Tuition Centre right right?
Leon( unsure of the spelling): Yeah, you are also from there right, oh, you're the noisy one.
*What the DONKEY* noisy one? LOL! I was never labelled as the noisy one before. =( hahahaha.
Me: Gee, that's how you think of me la, but , I dont' know your name.
Leon: Leon.
and sooooooooooo on..

During Physics
Mr.Yap : So Jackie Chan tries to pull you down, and the helicopter tries to pull you up, so how?
HAHAH.

Getting the stapler
Me:Carmen, do you have a stapler?
*passes stapler* * uses* *returns*
Me: haha, hand not long enough la..
Shwen Nee: Haha, hand not long enough la..
HAHAHa, fyi, shwen nee was siting in between Carmen and I , so yeah..

hehehe, have an effing 4 hours of city survival skills just for the girls on FRI.
don't know do what inside la.
then during the early break on FRI, my class assist suggest that we go for lunch for a get together.
I think it's good for a get together, but only for an hour wo.. can make it not ?
don't know
but, hopefully , we get to know more of each other and be good friends =DD

duh enough, I lost my freaking notes+homeworks+photostated notes
Thanks Hui Mien for borrowing hers to mine.
5 pages of maths work, have to REDO. wth wth wth wth wtf wtf.
SAD LA.
okay! my fault.
hmpph, have to triple check next time.

I PROMISE PICTURES SOON =p

byebye. =]

Can't Understand.

I seriously seriously think I should stop blogging momentarily.

I hate ranting on my blog. really.
Last time each post would at least have a minimum of 2 pictures, now all I do is rant rant and rant.

It's not me.
and I don't think I've been me for quite sometime.

for one last time, I'm SINGLE.
I have no intention into getting in a relationship cause now, I feel mutual towards everyone.
it's like I've lost interest already.
tho, I had visualise me introducing my boyfriend to my parents during CNY,
but this is enough.

seriously, I guess I'm bored with life right now.
I want to be something new. something different, but it feels like something is blocking or SOMETHING. I can't figure it out yet. it's suffocating me.

I have not feast my eyes on college boys also.
it's like when Rach ask me . " so , anyone caught your eye?" and I answer " No"
THIS IS RIDICULOUS.
I don't even wave back to some guys who wave to me.. you might think I'm exaggerating, believe if you want.

look at me, I'm crapping once more. I'm ranting over and over again, even I, myself is getting bored with it, I don't want my readers to read my blog with such distaste or heck, even sympathy. I do not want a fleck of sympathy from any of you.


I just need time to figure things out. and soon I might go boy feasting again .
becoming myself? I don't know, will I change or keep on being the same old me.
let's see shall we?

Sick sick sick

I'm sick.
I mean really.

the cough went away and came back,
transporting gallons of phlegm..UGH
Cough till my throat hurts, my nose also.. o.o

yuck yuck

sigh, time to continue to clean my room!
take out all the clothings.. woohooo.. let's go..

*runssss*

oh yeah, I have a paper cut not long.. OUCH, lucky it's at the side of the finger or not, wouldn't be able to practice piano.

I want to break free

I'm not yours to own,
so do not try to tie me down.

gosh, I can't find the word to describe this.

SIGH.

I Want to Fly up High.

got most of the books already, actually all I think. oh yeah, except the bio practical book

Within 2 hours the book is sold out. effing fast.

Nyways, it's only the third day of college, 2nd day of 'studying' and I already have homework.. aww. =(

teachers are quite fun. =)

I've finally gotten my calculator, at 330, saved up to RM 120 from the ORI price at RM 450.
I have exactly nano idea how to work the calculator aside from on and off . HAHA. have to read the manual book. Cool eh, can draw graph you know, now, we have to carry 2 calculator, the graphic one and the scientific one.
Mostly people carry only the graphic one, but dumb dumbs like me who don't know how to handle it, is much safer with 2 of em.

xD

there's a thing I want to rant bout.. =/

HELLO! you don't go and tell my mum that I waste time doing a Pre-U program when I can straight away get into a course okay.
I've checked it out already, for BIOMED Sc, I need to have the afflication of either one Pre-U program, so THERE IS A NEED.
IT DEPENDS ON WHAT TYPE OF COURSE YOU'RE INTERESTED IN.
True, Law you needn't take , but hey think of it this way, you have few other options opened for you instead of stuck with one..
Courses like culinary, business, car.. so on so forth needn't any a-levels as far as I know, however I'm not interested in that OKAY.
GOSH. ZZZZZZZ

okay, phew, got that outta my chest.

==================================================================
Went to the library today,
SAW ALOT OF LAW BOOKS, my gosh, EYES GLEAMMING.
seriously, I like law. but yeah. not in my combo, so fly awaaaayyy. =(
like, Tort's Law, Human Rights, INTERNATIONAL human rights,Family LAW and so on .. it IS SO COOL!!!
I could still read them if I want to , which I want to, and I will.. haha..


okay! time for filling up my tummy and start on the homeworkie.

sorry for no photos. really.

okay, maybe not.

Aku First Day of College

Orientation
-Well it was okay, lucky I had friends with me , like Rachel, Gowrie, Sheryl, Ju Vern , and Wai Man( i think that's how it's spelled) o.o
my chair was lower than the others! already I am short, but they have to make me shorter. sad =(
Ju Vern and I are taking the same combo, but she in a diff class, boo hoo.
The people was talking bout eagles, so Hi, I'm the baby eagle.
Rach is Eagle no 1, Wai Man Eagle no 2. and so on.. HAHA.
erm, yeah so-so

The place is bombarded with students.
Seniors trying to sell their stuff, newbies like us mingling around or whatsoever.

Whoa, could you believe it, This is my FIRST orientation. I missed it during secondary school.
mm hmm.

My class is effing quiet, so so sad.. lol... and I don't have my ID card.. BOO HOO.
anyhow, arranging transport and so on, trying to match up having breaks with who so I wouldn't be alone. so on so on..

NO SHORTS ALLOWED. =(
Malaysia is already so HOT, and you don't allow shorts.. =(
it's not like we're showing off our legs what, ok. Forget I said that. Sigh.
NO SLIPPERS as well, I was wondering , the gladiator type of shoe can ah?
I was so hoping to wear it tomorrow, but then they say , no slippers or flip flop, so I'm wondering, that shoe fit in which type of category? * blink blink*

UGH, LAN. =( Malaysian Studies. HAHA. sigh sigh.. mm, what else what else?
Haven't explore much yet.
hmm, my classes all finishes at 3 pm at the latest, planning on joining the badminton club( YES BADMINTON =p) so on so on?

I have to go makan, then in detail, read the student kit( = =) , check my time table and place so I won't get lost tomorrow. :D hope I have joint class with some of them ( PLEASE) meet new friends. =D
I've already met 2. haha. Their names are the same as my primary school friends. Weird..

OH YEAH! I MET VICTOR, another one of my primary friends, what are the odds man..

okay, I better shut up now. : D
Hungry, and Hungry and me do not mix well, I will RAWR.

till then ;)

p.s whoa, so de colourful..

Quote From Mr.Yap ( Mentor/Physics teacher) " You dare to wear, I dare to see"
haha, an inside joke.

p.p.s Let's get ready for war tomorrow. =/

p.p.p.s Was suppose to practice PIANO!!! overslept. meh.

Lol

wtf.

Why did I think playing with the eyeliner was such a good way to pass time..

LOL

W.T.F

unintentionally, now the eyeliner can't go off..

mum is gonna bombard questions later.. zzz

SIGH.

Yawn

I just can't sleep

I mean I feel soooo sleepy right now,
but when my head touches the pillow, I'm wide awake.

W.T.H

I have effing college tomorrow.

sigh.

When I say no, it's so tempting to say yes to you.


gosh.

Recap.

First Off,

Wish all my readers a Great New Year 2009 =)
Have a great, prosperous year,
May everything go well throughout the year..

Okay,

Another New is, I'm officially A TAYLORIAN, in the Subang Jaya's campus, Studying SAM instead of A-levels.
:D now you know.
keeping it for the new year announcement.

As for the title, if I were to Recap what happened 2008, I will be brain storming and starring at my comp, which I don't want to at the moment.

I'm Sick with the Fever and sore throat this past few days, Fever is gone, but the sore throat is very resistant.

Hmm,
let's see.

1.Became Mascot for Marsh house
2.Learn some cheerleading moves.
3.Head of Bulletin Board
4.Finished up the Bulletin Board with some helpful juniors and senior.
5.'tutor' some of the juniors.. thank god I know the answers LOL.
6.My-oh-so straighten hair is gone?
7.Changed my table?
8.Work hard and remain top 5/ top 10 in the class
9. Tried to plan PROM.
10. Called so many strangers in a year.. o.o
11. Befriends many other juniors as well as teachers
12. MORAL FOLIO, thank the above.
13.Add Maths folio, with the help of my cousin and friends.
14.Changed my phone.
15.Blinged my phone. haha.
16.Met some awesome friends.
17.Sat the most important exam of my secondary year.
18.Help design the cheerleading outfit.
19.Never Slept a wink for 2-3 days tops.
20.Changed tuition and met few nice friends and teachers
21.Had A surprise party From Elena and Siew May, The rest chipped in for the cake.*very delicious* alas, the camera wasn't there to capture the memories.
22.Help plan for few events.
23.Am still learning 'to forgive and forget'
24. Said no to several guys.. lol. not glorious at all lo.
25.hmm.. Did notes for Chem and Bio
26.Took the initiative to Plan Primary Reunion *Twice* with the help of Elena.
27.Had a huge fight with one of my besties that might scare the friendship
28.Found out who's judgemental and who wasn't.
29.Took the initiative to do what I want.
30. Jump 500 times in jump rope within 15 minutes.

LOL

okay, recap enough already, don't want to say much either.
it's not the time to regret, it's never the time to either.
learn to Forgive and Forget.
Leave the past, keep the memories , and move forward.
Be a little crazy people, you only get to live once. =)

Have a tremendously amazing 2009
I'll try to have it myself,
it's time to break off the shell,
and slowly emerge out of it.
BABE, I'm ready, are you? ;)