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Wednesday 30 April 2008

Shucks, I want my long hair back.

went and cut my hair .

Say bye bye to right side parting


and left side parting. =)


So anyhow,

I buat muka dulan =p
Cause she cut my hair sooo short

see, like mushroom =p

Then see rupa rupa. E! longer. haha.

This is how it looks like la.

pouts. like not nice jer.


it's like last time , but I think i prefer last time one =p

shucks, shouldn't have cut la.. just trim at the back can dy lo.. now hafta wait for my fringe to grow longer first..
oh well,
everything for a try..
night =)

till then``

Stuck between both ends

Feeling kinda lost,
stuck between both ends.

I have to say,
I have quite a lot on my plate now,
which I'm having difficulty balancing it.

One wants me to do this,
while the other forbids.
One is disappointed,
well so am I.

However, I have a duty to fulfill
as a daughter, as a student.
Studies are kinda stressing me out.
Mum is being strict as ever.
What shall I do?

Which shall I pick?
Relationship or studies?

I don't want anyone to keep pestering or to tell me what to do.
I do not want myself to be so soft-hearted tell one that I could do, while actually I can't
I want to learn how to balance all these things on my plate,
but, I'm not allowed to.

why oh why? I wonder why.
Maybe it is just meant to be.
Family becomes your first priority.
Studies is important.
Should I put aside this relationship and bid goodbye?
I cannot make both sides happy.
It is a task which seems impossible.
When I make one happy, I make the other sad.

plainly to say,
I'm stuck between both ends.

Tuesday 29 April 2008

An incident happened

Source of news = :X


Form 3 girl suspected bringing her phone to school.
she fake sick,
Teacher put in her hand and pull out the handphone..

whoa, cool @_@

Randomness

My hair is getting longer.
it needs a cut. =p



Scary =p


I like this =p


Kah wei ask me to cut back the dolly fringe.. hmm @_@
whatever la, I still need a hair cut..

till then ``

Monday 28 April 2008

Late update = sports


Marsh board before

and then re-edit, H is missing due to heavy rain and photos were smudge.
Lowe, the W also missing, haha.

Marsh board now, suppose to be lighter, SM took when there is hardly any light.

FIST PLACE FOR BOARD! my property, bangga giler. =)

Tug of war

Blisters

Blue black the next day on my arm

Fingers blisters




Marsh Motto, stayed up till 3-4++ to personally cut and colour nicely.

Included this, not drawn by me, but I had to deco it.
then last minute got stolen, Thank goodness Leanne can draw in such short time.


Sports day. 12 april 2008





My eyes is decreasing, the light @_@

Partner in crime


Mascot. I look fat lo @_@
stupid white t-shirt. haha.



In class one day, el brought her cam, suppose to act cool and punked liddet.
haha
Top : Me and El
BElow : Lily, Izzati, Siew May, Shona, and J-ya. =D
Love them crazy peoples =)
that's all =)
sorry for the late update tho.

nights

exam coming soon

gotta study =)

Thursday 24 April 2008

I cannot stand

Let's say I don't know that topic
and I need people to explain

I heavily dislike when someone says " This one you dunno meh?" or " This want not learn before dy meh? "

I dunno of course I want people to teach wert, If I know dy for what I need you to teach = =
and I'm not sure if I learn before or not, but still just teach la.. swt.

Chinese Maths

Chinese Remainder Theorem


Given two natural numbers m and n with greatest common divisor 1, there is a simultaneous solution

to the congruences x a (mod m) and x b (mod n) and this solution is unique (mod mn).

Suppose n1, ..., nk are integers which are pairwise coprime (meaning gcd (ni, nj) = 1 whenever ij). Then, for any given integers a1, ..., ak, there exists an integer x solving the system of simultaneous congruences

x equiv a_i pmod{n_i} quadmathrm{for}; i = 1, ldots, k.

Furthermore, all solutions x to this system are congruent modulo the product n = n1...nk.

A solution x can be found as follows. For each i the integers ni and n/ni are coprime, and using the extended Euclidean algorithm we can find integers r and s such that r ni + s n/ni = 1. If we set ei = s n/ni, then we have

e_i equiv 1 pmod{n_i} quadmathrm{and}quad e_i equiv 0 pmod{n_j}

for ji.

One solution to the system of simultaneous congruences is therefore

x = sum_{i=1}^k a_i e_i.

For example, consider the problem of finding an integer x such that

x equiv 2 pmod{3},
x equiv 3 pmod{4},
x equiv 2 pmod{5}.

Using the extended Euclidean algorithm for 3 and 4×5 = 20, we find (-13) × 3 + 2 × 20 = 1, i.e. e1 = 40. Using the Euclidean algorithm for 4 and 3×5 = 15, we get (-11) × 4 + 3 × 15 = 1. Hence, e2 = 45. Finally, using the Euclidean algorithm for 5 and 3×4 = 12, we get 5 × 5 + (-2) × 12 = 1, meaning e3 = -24. A solution x is therefore 2 × 40 + 3 × 45 + 2 × (-24) = 167. All other solutions are congruent to 167 modulo 60, which means that they are all congruent to 47 modulo 60.

Sometimes, the simultaneous congruences can be solved even if the ni's are not pairwise coprime. The precise criterion is as follows: a solution x exists if and only if aiaj (mod gcd(ni, nj)) for all i and j. All solutions x are congruent modulo the least common multiple of the ni.

The method of successive substitution can often yield solutions to simultaneous congruences, even when the moduli are not pairwise coprime.






Can understand anot? HAHAHA.

chinese maths standard is quite high.

I suddenly have the urge to learn alot of things


like yoga, dancing, french, jap, latin, chinese maths, world history and so much more..!!
adrenaline rush mad .. but seriously, I wanna learn =(

Wednesday 16 April 2008

Marsh =D

Marsh which is My house,

won the bulletin board!!!

why am I so happy?

Cause I'm incharge of the board.

happy giler =p

for those who don't know, marsh is blue house =)

will post pics soon unless my card reader decide to play coy with me again

till then ``

Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl Is finally up!

yay yay!

haha.. =D

Tuesday 15 April 2008

Between the hot frying pan and the fire`

hmm..

Monday 14 April 2008

Rajiness

Actually, I felt very hardworking today

and wanted to upload pictures to the comp and start updating

but my card reader was playing coy with me. it won't read my memory card

and I'm very lazy to take out my bluetooth to transfer them one by one..

so oh well

wait then``

procrastination =p

Sunday 13 April 2008

Sorry Darlings

Lazy to update la.. lol

still got quite lot of things to do..

will promise an update soon.
with pictures =p


till then``

Tuesday 8 April 2008

Why?

Mum confronted me bout our BIG FAMILY problems

well exactly what is happening to my family

can't believe, with such BIG family, WE are only 'so perfect' on the outside, but in the inside
you can never imagine.

why must family treat family like that?

why must this family suffer cause of that family?

what happen to unity.

flush down elsewhere----

Monday 7 April 2008

Met someone in random

Yeap

I just met someone in random.. O.o

don't be confused.
I'll explain.

There's a guy who smsed me earlier this evening.
saying hi.
and then we started chatting. HAHA.
later you guys warn me , PSYCHO LA!
haha.

don't know yet.
so far, I know that he's in catholic school.
he's 17 but in form 4 < this is complicated. not remove.

and some others which I will keep to myself,

thank you very much.
=)

time to sleep.

do you call this fate?
I wonder``

*update* 11 May
Seems like this imposter lied to me.
he's from confusion and he's the same age as me.
bull shit. dam blody guys

-Lenna``

Thursday 3 April 2008

Just

There will be a long post soon.

sorry, very busy.