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Hello people, just informing you I won't be here :D

I'll off to Tanjung Sepat for the weekend, coll trip
and I'll be off to Friends house for a night over today =]

bye ahh byeeee..

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Lenna is clumsy
she dropped her phone... again
Lenna is clumsy
she lost her hair clips and rubber band
Lenna is clumsy
she lost her notes
Lenna is clumsy
she lost her stationaries
Lenna is clumsy
she lost her passion
Lenna is clumsy
she lost motivation
Lenna is clumsy
she lost her friendship

Lenna wants to be angry but she can't
cause she doesn't have the right to be
Lenna wants to be happy, a definite thing that she cannot be.
so Lenna shall opt to be sad.
I'm lost and I don't want to talk about it.

I thought you've made your decision,
but apparently you have not when you told me
you've changed your mind, and that
you.wanted.to.walk.away.




what can i do right?

I wanted , I wanted to blame you sooo bad,
but come to think of it,
I gave you the option.
Who is to be blame?
no one.
just forget it right?

I'll still do the things, seeing the sunrise, sunset, the bottle, hopefully.

I wanted to say that, I'm pulling myself out of this emotion cycle,
to hard to bear.
apparently , you said it earlier.

don't worry then, i'll be fine, sooon, later, whenever.

please please please please don't ask what happen , kay iggy. please.

Gee

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Gosh,
You have so much to write, to express, but when given a paper and pen,
nothing comes out.

this is what I feel ....
empty.
RAWR.
I felt like I am demotivated.
nothing can bring me up..
I lost the passion for everything.
someone. save. me.

living a life with no goal, no passion, no nothing isn't worth living.

RAWR.
hope to find my way soon..

my verse is not will you catch me if I fall,
but will you be there to pull me up when I fall.

I totally

understand this feeling. o.o
lalalalala. just a random picture i came across..... hmmm..

Have you?

...ever tried listening two songs at once, different earphones, one happy one sad, one male one female? the rhythm bout the same. awesome experiment wey. HAHAHAHAHA..


will the sun shine for me again?


Maybelline post will be up soon =]

Say I look good in curls! =D



ignore the eye bags please. hehehe.

can't wait to curl it in August! =)

dear girl,
your piano exam's coming
BUCK UP
or PREPARE TO DIE AGAIN
i know you don't want to . =)
put determination kay.
all the best,
be the best,
do your best.

from yourself <3
*my birthday post? is there a need? =]*

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I wish you watch AOD, then you know what I feel.

burning flame 3, ep 10-12.

-Cascada-draw the line
-Karen-Cinta hello kitty
-Kris Sterlings- you love me like that
-Britney Spears-Everytime

WHY?

It wouldn't stop.
I thought I have shed enough but apparently I have not.
this time , i feel that the pain is too much to bear.
I want to hide,crawl into a hole and wait till the pain subside,
or maybe yet, not come out at all.

You've pushed me to the edge, leaving no choice but to take actions.
it may cause our friendship, love and everything else.
It did, It would set us free,
but why is it this time,
that I can't possibly stand up again?
cause to me , it feels like the end of everything and beginning of nothing

This time, can you please let me be?

just leave me alone in my bubble.

don't scrap me raw.

just let me be.

Setting you free?

I think I'm setting all of us free.* all 3*
shouldn't wait , cause I'm not worth waiting for. *never was*
what's done be done
friendship ?? i have no idea.
all i can do is wait, no?
let time do it's job then.

sometimes, words you say can be extremely hurtful.
it's like the end of everything and the beginning of nothing.
where do I stand?

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I give up,
I can't take it anymore.
I don't want to get involve in this any longer,
the pain is too much to bear,
I'm pulling myself out.

I just want to be a little girl I used to be.
Dear girl, your naiveness brought you nowhere but a place of jealousy, anger, disappointment, hurt and grief.

If being in this game
turns out like this,
I don't want to play anymore,
I rather forfeit, leave and stay in my bubble.

*You love me like that...*

Disappointment

disappointed in myself,
lack of will and self control..
fret not, repair is in progress,
catching up for lost time.
hope so? know so?
all the best, my lil one.

can't believe i actually skipped class for make up,
oh well damage's been done.
apologies are not meant to be kept.
as for secret,
that's a different story.

128

Sometimes sacrifices are meant to be made.


byebye money..
no more bubble teaaaa for awhile =/
FAI! My 4.20 , =/

127

What a day, A trip in the stairs
and 15 miss calls? HAHA. I'm not a pig =/

My geeky day today.

Yes acting retard. xD

That's Iggy's Fingers that I was about to chew on.

Of course you have to have a good picture of you after all those retard ones right? =)
nyahahaha, I still have the perfect eyesight mind you, it was just for fun =) Right mell ? haha.
off to bath and continue to study .. lalala.

126

Low Efficiency today. =(

I WANT NTOHER GREEN TOP
RAWR

chores, piano then maths.. RAWR RAWR RWAR

hope i won't screw up for tomorrow ><

Random thoughts

I wanna go IKEA.
I wanna get over with piano grade 7 and pass = =
I wanna throw my physics project away.
I wanna just have fun and not care . HAHA
I still haven't watch buttons! huff. =/
The tank top i bought yesterday at Nichii is ruined by teh blue cardigan , and lil miss smarty pants tried to bleach it, then mami says wrong , then i go uh oh, ther'es a patch of light green in the front and back, making me sort upset, I wan a new one * whines*
david archuleta's songs are good
Leighton is sexy
Hui's new hairdo makes her smexy
I wanna curl too * whines that i have to wait till august* darn layer hair, need longer hair!
I think I look quite okay with full framed glasses
I'm excited bout the blogshop * MELL! waves frantically* =p
I'm rushing against time to finish this stupid physics before 3 and then piano and then maths and physics
I want money =( hahahaha.
I can't wait for GGs3 to come out in sept.
I can't wait for Darren Shan.
I can't wait for Harry potter, see how the movie ruins teh book
I obviously can't wait for new moon. =DDDDD JACOB is hawt. NYAHAHAH. no , i hate robert patterson. bleck.

okay back to work.

random random thoughts. =)

124

When will I ever stop shedding these tears?
bitter sweet memories,
for you and I can never be replaced.
the friendship we still hold on to,
the love we shared,
experiences, memories, everything
can never be replaced.
never.forget.that.


but hey, guess what?
the sun will always shine brighter the next day,
giving you and I hope to move on, carry on,
continuing to be in each other's life,
playing different roles in each other's life.
Being there for each other is what we can keep doing and not being able to stop doing so.
so buck up, put your head high,
the world is waiting for you and I.
-Lenn,09-

you're one of the something good that i should keep my hands onto.
Be strong, stay strong.
-Lenn-

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No matter how bright the star can shine,
it can never outshine you.


Let time do its job.

Cupid

Cupids come and go,
but none struck my heart,
Not because it's taken or filled with,
just because it's not ready and doesn't want to be filled yet.

-Lenn,09-

NYAHAHAH.

Love Vs Infatuation

Love Vs Infatuation

Infatuation is instant desire, one set of glands calling to another.

Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time.

Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager,but not genuinely happy.

There are nagging doubts,unanswered questions, little bits pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.

Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real.It gives you strength and grows beyond you,to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence,even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him near.But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait.

Infatuation says,”We must get married right away. I can’t risk losing him.”

Love says, “Be patient.He is yours. Plan your future with confidence.”

Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement.Whenever you are in one another’s company you are hoping it will end in intimacy.

Love is the maturation of friendship. You must be friends before you can be lovers. Infatuation lacks confidence. When he’s away, you wonder if he’s cheating. Sometimes you check.

Love means trust. You are calm, secure, and unthreatened.He feels your trust and it makes him even more trustworthy.

Infatuation might lead you to do things you’ll regret later,but love never will.

Love lifts you up.It makes you look up.It makes you think up.It makes you a better person than you were before.

uber win. =D

So, love or infatuation?

It sounds familiar doesn't it?

Wind blowing past.... mm hmm..

MM hmm

My current favourite picture.. melodies play within the keys.


doesn't seeem to pretty anymore

If you love that person , set them free,
If they come back to you,
then they're yours to keep,
but if they don't ,
may be you aren't meant to be.

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happens.

this is not emo la... nyahahah.

hmmm =)

More and More of my friends are creating blogs.. =)

if you're free go ahead and look at

http://barneynpals.blogspot.com/

and

http://www.the-hidden-tales.blogspot.com/


nyahahah =] totally random ....

yours truly got 48/50 for undang. be proud of me! =]
tehee :3

Have you?

Have you ever felt like you tried so hard, but nothing came out of it?

or have you tried to fit in any way possible, but just felt you can't?

have you felt like just one silly mistake and it could ruin everything?

Iggy, this is not about you, ~_~, don't get offended.

Whisper words of melody,

when the rain fall,

your embrace, your words of wisdom,

is all I can think about.

Nevermore I felt this way,

and it tells me , it's time to let go.

I declare today my depress day.

I feel lost..

I want to run free too.
Maybe cause I'm sick =/

Who said life was going to be easy?




take a breather, and carry on =)

Education should not revert back to Bahasa Malaysia

SERIOUSLY.

especially for maths and sciences subject , for the upper secondary, all the sciences subjects are important if you want to get involve in the medical field .

If you revert it back to BM, you are only trying to distort Malaysian's Ability and making all of them stay BACK in Malaysia instead of advancing and surpass their expectation in the overseas so they can bring the knowledge BACK to MALAYSIA to make this country more advance.

I'm not saying that Malaysia's Education level isn't high, but we do lack several things, and when the purpose of learning these subjects in English are so we can compete , absorb and learn more knowledge from all over. ENGLISH IS THE INTERNATIONAL LANGUAGE.
everyone has to learn it..

YAWN.

night

conclusion

I can conclude that my friends become horny when lack of sleep

they twist and turn .. haha
even Old mc donald became a victim..

Straight to the point

This month is a busy month. prepare for battle.

" oh I have good news, you are having a pre-test tomorrow , Chap 10,11 and 12 " Physics.
Please hand in your essays by tomorrow - English..
and the new LAN teacher.. urgh. bangs head.

W.T.F

Taniah dan selamat maju jaya.


WTF = =

Sometimes my...

Mum can go over the limit

GOSH!