Bored bored day...

Hmm.. I'm way way bored, but I'm just to lazy to do anything.. haha.. to lazy to fill you guys in wif what happen on friday.. i had soo soo soo much fun though ^^


Having quite alot in my mind though.. shifting.. which stream am I going, art or science, guy prob... all those types of prob which I didn't even know.. lolx.. well.. whatever, heading off to do something silly, since my piano got shifted, couldn't practise.. sobsob.. haha



-Way... boooreedd... me-

Depressed....

All of the sudden.. i feel depressed..


I REALLY WANNA GO OUT TOMORROW!

and that's final.. sigh.. as if I reallly can..


;_; someone just kidnap me to bring me out... sigh..



-sadme-

Depressed, HUNGRY too..

Well, so today's the 28th.. hmm.. woke up bout 10 after the phone call from Jason a.k.a Foo Soon... lolx.. thankx nyways.. see I know my manners! *shows tongue* okay.. back to today, I was dreading for this day to come.. So when I finally got ready , it was bout 10.30 and then .. most unexpectedly, My MUM left me.. to fetch my bro to work.. and I was suppose to meet my friends at school at 11 am.. gosh.. how could she do that...


Nyways... I thought.. it's alright.. since I'm not quite ready to get my results. So she came back a little over 11 and soon we were heading to my school.. Well.. on the way, jams occured,didn't knew what happen exactly. It's like all this cars just stop.. Whamp they won't move.. and I was like.. ( dah lah nak ambik results, korang wanna treat me like this is it) The more i kept thinking bout it.. the more I get nervous and scared..



Finally, WE have reach my SCHOOL. I was scared getting down the car too.. gosh.. okok nyways.. in the car, me mummy wasn't feeling good.. sigh.. all those headache and everything.. so .. I slowly walk to my school building.. and walking towards the Center building.. which is where the school office, Ict lab, Library and hall and a few classes is locatted. Guess who was calling me.. Yeap.. my DEAREST COUSIN. and then right at the end.. was my class teacher Ms.Lim..




Got even more frighten, I didn't dare to look up.. just quickly get up the stairs.. and then elena looked at me , i look at here.. and it goes on.. lolx.. for quite a few seconds.. and then I asked "How much you get?" her face lit up wif a smile saying 6A's den saying.. " only sejarah.. ..." then she asked me to get in the room and I said NO. Well guessed what she did...




Yeah folks... she dragged me in.. boy she was strong.. We reached the door.. sort of playing tug-of-war.. teachers looking at us like we were some kind of idiots.. lolx.. and I was like.. looking at her ( Let me go pleassee.... wif honnneyyyyy) and she give me the look (NO) then she dragged me in. My class teacher was smiling sheepishly at me... then my Eng teacher Ms.Lucia asked " So Lenna, how many A's would you be expecting to get?" I answered honestly " I don't know, I don't even wanna know" then Ms. Lim said " Aiyah.. She just wanna hear you say, that you'll get A for English" then we all laugh..


Looking at my teacher's table.. where the results laid... then she told me.. "Well, you've got one C" then I was stunt, vowing not to look at my results... then she gathered the results paper inculding the certificates for my project. Then they were all looking at me, expecting me to tell them my results, but i stood there, unsure of myself. " I'm not gonna seee it. " I said.. then Ms.Lim said.. " Well , Then i'll just help you read them out" then I when shut my ears and I say lalala and walked out of the room.. haha.. well the teachers obviously didn't mind.. cause they were laughing.. nyways.. my mum looked at me like dumb-struck. Asking how did I do.. not knowing how to answer her.. I just showed her my results.. and El saw it too..


Then my mum said.. " Hmm.. why like this one?" she said pointing at the results paper.. I quickly replied, " I'm not looking at it... not looking.. " Then i kept telling my mum.. let's go let's go.. showing a slight tantrum.. haha.. then my cousin ajak my mum and I to go up the " restauran" to yamcha.. haha.. then my mum decline and said we have to go somewhere else..


and there you go, first off i missed my dinner, now i missed my breakfast.. haha.. when we got down.. my friend was asking me, how did i do. I told her I tak tau, i din see aso.. then she said.. eh jgn tipu .. lemme see.. then i just said, i really tak tau.. i really really din see.. then I just flipped my result up to let her see.. then she was like " O"


The ride home wasn't as pleasent.. well My mum vomited @@ when she says that she's not feeling well, It's always true.. me mummy hardly get sick.. and once she get sick , it's serious.. When we reached home, she quickly went to bed.. then I went to the computer leaving my results on the piano.. not wanting to look at it, not wanting to know either.


few minutes later, daddy got home , and kept asking me how did I do, I didn't bother telling him, cause I really do not know.. Then I said quietly " Mum's sick" then he was like " CAN YOU SPEAK LOUDLY" then I answered " MUM's SICK and the results are on the piano" then he storms off.


He was quite mad at me though.. but I couldn't care less, how can you tell someone something if you don't even know it. Then after awhile.. my mum fell asleep, dad came barging down packing his wallet and stuff and he said " We're going out for lunch" and I told him I didn't wanna go. So he just took my brother with him. After he left I went and took out a mini packet of Chipsmore from the drawer.. hey did you know that chipsmore can make you full?? haha.. well it did helped me.. next time.. starving = chipsmore.. xD


While he was away, I did the normal routine, doing the house work and stuff.. Then I finally pluck up the courage to look at my bloody results... It wasn't half as I expected though.. I was.. I was.. shocked+depressed+confused+dissapointed. I'm not gonna say my results out.. haha.. but I can only tell you that's most of it was B's and there's one C so go figure..



I was really dissapointed though.. I study my butt off .. two weeks before PMR to get it right.. sigh.. I wish I could ask them to recheck my paper.. oh shit.. gtg.. mum's not feeling so well.. eek!!!


-me-

Sighx....

Todae.. my cousin.. after sleeping over at my house for bout 5 days.. finally went back home.. lolx.. Whe3... NO MORE COMPUTER HOGGING.. *shows tongue* blek...

Hmm... Today felt.. quite tired..and disturbed though... mayb I'm worried bout tomorrow.. eek... Tomorrow.. 28th of December 2006... PMR results will be coming out...worried sick.. hope i can get into Science Class... Dreading.. and tonight I'll have no prob sleeping.. lolx.. cause.. I'm awfully tired from cleaning my new house.. yeap.. seriously tired..


Apart of me, is dreading for tomorrow, yet nother part of me is exicted bout tomorrow.. I'll be getting to meet my friends tomorrow .. ^^ I'll would be even happier if I had my FREEDOM back..


I certainly dislike my new house.. =X something feels not right.. sigh.. nyways.. can't object..
*spaced out dy*



err.. New Year is coming!!! Quick .. get your school supplies ready.. homeworks done ( if you have any) and whatever.. just get everything done lolx..



*updated* Gee.. I'm not eating dinner tonite I guess.. My parents just dumpped me home and went out for dinner,lolx.That's the cost for saying ' I don't wanna go out ' ah, oh well.. i have a packet of chipsmore with me.. might as well finish it.. and then I'm off to bed.. Whee.. lolx..




Speechless me~

B0ut What Exactly??

Hmm I came across a group.. and those words.. that they put up for discussion realli is meaningful.. so i'm gonna put it in my blog too..

love start with a smile
and grow with a kiss
then end with a tears....


at the same time....
all of us have always been suffering in love or like
but what is the meaning of love?
and what is the meaning of like?
if we are truely showing out or giving out our love...
it doesn't matter if it's love or like...

so people out dere.. appreciate love.. I admit I've been hurt before..

and i also find it hard to go and trust anyone as it seems.. and i can't help but to keep everything to myself.. and in the end.. i break down and cry.. wif no one to hold on too....

yeahx.. so realli realli appreciate love..

-L3nny-

-Although i don't say I love you , Doesn't mean I don't- copyrighted Lenny

Whee~

Hmm... haha.. got nothing to do.. so i'm gonna do some spamming .. haha...



but one prob.. have to figure out what am i suppose to fill it wif @_@