Pitchas.

Alright.
the post right now is just to rant.
it's just my opinion.

Now for pictures.

Went for Mountain Climbing/ Jungle Trekking.

The place is preserved just for this activity, they have waterfall at level 6
they are divided into 6 levels, I only climb to lvl 3 cuz if you climb ahead, it's like you're heading towards the waterfall. and I'm now. teehee.

Neways.
Saturday - First Time. 24.05.08 35 minutes, resting.
Stamina not enough summore . HAHA. one month of not exercising. so malu =p
grandpa climb faster than me. but what can you say?
My grandpa is very healthy =D
Monday-Second Time 26.05.08
28 minutes- improve dy. I was first! buahaha.
The river. looks like dirty, but it's clean.
The surroundings filled with greenery, no rubbish lo.



I have no idea what is this . haha.

The path. Quite Blur. sorry eh, Was hiking down.

Now for 27.05.08 Tuesday.
Painted my nails. kaka. you know what next



Look at my second finger! heart! very hard to make it kay. spend like 10 minutes on it.
Now it's gone. =(


=p

Please ignore my nonsensical doings =p focus on my finger =D


teh secret is using toothpicks =p

Ignore this as well. hahaha.

=]

Fat legs . buahaha.

*cough poser cough *XD


Hire me for acting =D

Bimbo in action

This pic, eye bags seriously. @_@

hehe.

SMILE

I like this pic =D

Yes sir yes sir .

Another picture that doesn't look like me.

Way way way different.
Fat legs, sigh. hahaha.

That's all lovey dovey

TIME SQUARE TOMORROW.
hope I get to get my things tomorrow =D
hmm, besides that.

Stop playing me with me please.
I'm already darn confused.
Keep things clear.
Don't just say goodbye and end this.
I want an explanation


May may, I think writing your name is enough said.



Somethings are not to be revealed ;)

till then``

School Uniform also cannot.

Sighs.

society nowadays.
WTH lorh.

seriously.

Now they say, School uniform is SEXY.
WTF. Sexy my head la.

Why is it sexy?
cause of the white blouse. wtf wtf.

“The white blouse is too transparent for girls and it becomes a source of attraction,” National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia vice-president Munirah Bahari said in a statement.

qoute from the newspaper. damn bengang right?
and it says it become a distraction to men. WTH.
over the top lo.

then why not we wear black t-shirts everyday to school?
CANNOT! later they see our body shapes also distracting!
then why not just wrap up your boobs and whatsoever?
WTH la.
wear black t-shirts and die of heat ny la =D

WHY ARE THE SOCIETY ALWAYS BLAMING THE FEMALE GENDER?

Rape- girls wear to sexy , that's why. wth
then if the guy rape a disabled? What are you gonna say? blame her for being a disabled?
- or not too pretty.
Pretty is also a fault. go to plastic surgery to 'ugliefy' yourself.= =
Ugly or pretty, still rape. what's the diff?

SCREW YOU MAN.

Molest- men are aroused by women's/ girl's body shape.
Wrap our boobs then. If that's not good enough. cut it off then.

everything also put the blame on women gender. I think if you're fully dressed. also will get raped. then WHY MALAY GIRLS, fully dressed.tutup aurat, still get rape?
TOO SEXY? stupid.

and now you're attacking the school uniform.
don't you think it's too over? dey. then fashion industry don't need to do dy la. show biz also don't need.
every girl cover themselves up like banana liddet la. safe = = as if.

no matter how much you cover or how much you 'ugliefy' yourself. there are still possibilities that you're gonna get rape also.

Who is to be blame actually?

GUYS!
Girls are the victim.
GUYS are the attacker.

and you're blaming the victim?
Damn smart horh?

society nowadays.. ZZZ

kay , I finish ranting dy.

For more info, go to here

till then.

Updatesss

Forget bout that post shall we?

Maple~


COME one on one xD

sigh, in the end also become a PIG

WHEEE!!

Monsters xD

You jump I jump, titanic.

HAHHA.


that's all for now. : )


I don't need you..
If you don't want me.

It's too good to be true...

Why must I know worthless guys?

urgh.


till then``

Screw You

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Holidays

So holiday right?
whee, time to no rest at all.
haha

gotten back my moral folio
she didn't mark all
donkey, have to do touch up. bind, finish and pass it up.

then have to finish up chemistry folio.
then have to start revise abit

then have to start concentrating on piano
err and then , have to go for extra physics class next week

go out with da SS next week.
get nails decorator. crazy bout nails currently
I'm crazy bout pigs, dolphins.
latest obsession is butterflies , lollipops ... and so on so on.

I wanna go shopping. and waste moneh. =p
I wan manicure =p

have quite a few of late updates.
Teachers Day on friday , I need the video from Elena
Then Pictures for Today mountain climbing =p Abit ny la, but still =p haha.

so on so on.

ALRIGHT, back to playing maple. *evil laughter*

altho I have a major headache =X

nighties =p

-Lenna-

Meaningful Words

how simple words can be so meaningful

when I saw your message :

I'm here.
I'm always here for you.


I was on the verge of crying already, but of course can't la, was in the car.
Parents will bombard me with questions later on.

but thank you dear, for not giving up on me.
for making me know that you will always always be here for me.
you are soo sweet you know that?
and I almost thought you didn't want to care for me anymore.
=) thanks alot dear.

And Sumaiya.
Babe, I'll always care for you =D

Me: You know you love me.
Sumaiya: Yeah, sarks that you know I do.

haha babe!
You know you love me ; )

xoxo,
darn tired kay.

might be skipping school the next day
actually gotten permission from both my parents to skip school . haha.

things will get better and better.
fight for your future.
fight for my future
make em' proud.
let them boast
till there's no end bout it.
let everyone envy
of you and me.
let everyone be proud
of what you and I have achieved.
make em' proud.

I'm considering on taking french language class. or mayb YOGA!
alot in my mind.

This morning.
TOTALLY EMO.
sorry guys. didn't mean to space you guys out.
just no mood. heh.

righto.

I'm very very tired. time for bed
bed awaits me
nighty nite =)

till then

Lenn``

Fuck Is What I will Say

Fuck you.
why must you always get yourself in a situation like this?
Why?

Fuck you.
why must you always drive over the limit?
like the road is yours to own.
like you're the king of the roads.

Fuck you.
you have never ever think of what will happen.
you always never see what is around you.
blaring the music, TALKING on the phone.
and even SMSING when you're speeding.

FUCK YOU
you should have known better.
YOU SHOULD.
how many times have we reminded you.
TWICE you had experienced the horror.
do you want more?

Fuck you.
this is the third time.
won't you ever listen?
do you want to lose one of your body parts?
of do you wanna lose your life?
to make it more satisfying?

Fuck you gor,
Fuck you.
I hate you for being like this
for doing this.
Mummy and Daddy can't always take this you know!

Fuck you,
you always make them so worried
heart throbbing everytime.
SPEEDING FOR YOU. TO GET THERE FOR YOU.

FUCK YOU.
you never think of us.
NEVER.
always thinking of leisure and pleasure.

fuck you gor. fuck you.

Gor,
please come back safely.
please come back in one piece.
please.

Lenna In Curls

haha,
Want to know how I look like in curls?
No I did not curl my hair. haha
was tying my hair into a bun the other day . cause very malas wanna let my hair down, doing revision kay!
haha.
then was bout to sleep, let go, it's all curled up. SO, if course I would take the opportunity to camwhore right? xD
you know me well. haha.

Behold =p







THIS IS DEFINITELY BIMBO-Looking. HAHAHA.





Eyes bag extremely teruk




I like this pic, cause my hair like. woosh =p
HAHA. so perasan.

gosh, am very tired. I slept till like 1 today, and now I'm tired already. well , what can you say.
from sun/mon till fri, I've only slept like what? 17+ hours only. serious. but anyhow, I don't think it works, I did fairly bad for my papers. hope for the best ><

it's all over.
everything is over.
that's it.
this is goodbye.

neways, hmm, watched NARNIA , prince caspiannnnn.. I hate him la. LOL
I like peter and edward better. stupid caspian, because of you waking your uncle, many had to die. stupid. hurmph!
I give a rating of 8.5/10.

I have so much to say , but all of the sudden, I just blank out.
mayb my brain needs to sleep dy. =)
don't ask me bout the matter you think you see.
if you understand, fine, you don't , then don't ask.
it's that simple.

a picture that does not look like me, in my opinion :



haha.
kay , enough of my face, my face needs to sleep =p
nitey nite =)


till then``

You

If you really "love" me like you said you do.

you would wait

simple as that.

oh wtv right?

signature word?

screw you. ;)
that's mine.

Funny =)

My tuition friend very funny la

He put his contact name in my phone

as

BEAR BEAR

LOL!


righhtt..

add maths today?

lots of mistake.. sigh..
off to study sejarah =D

till then``

Memories

Lyn: Eh, you got boyfriend arh?
Me: No, I'm single. What makes you think that I have a boyfriend
Lyn: Cause you seem like you have a boyfriend.

HAHAHA
funny and happy times.

Kah Wei:I don't wanna masuk la
ME:*drags her*
*plays tug of war for awhile*
Me: May Lyn, help help!
May Lyn & I: *pulls her into the room*
Guy: Sorry person without pass cannot come in.
Kah Wei : SEE! buat malu jer
ME: got extra pass?
HAHAH.
*finally also dapat masuk*
ish =p


Jasmine: What are lookin at?
ME: Nothing!
Jasmine: What do you mean nothing? I saw you checking him out.
Me: HAHAHA! I was not, I was just looking.
Jasmine: yeah keep telling yourself that.

haha =p


Kah Wei: Got wear your Tu-Tu?
Khalid& I : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Competitor: *awkward state* goott..
Kah Wei: Kay pls sign here and go in.
*after awhile*
Khalid and I : Eh, Where's your TU TU?
HAHAHAHAHA


Me: Jasmine , let me sit! go and rest, shoo!
Jasmine: No no, you're not taking my place, no no.
Me: HAHA, Jasmine, you haven't eaten yet, go and eat!
Jasmine and I : *plays musical chairs*

HAHA

Me: Lousy Security guard
Jit Yang: The people want to go in, cannot stop them ma.
Me:You know taekwondo wan ma! jor.. Lousy
Jit Yang: *Smiles.* yeah la, lousy la lousy.

Then guessing how old..
Jit Yang: Finish school dy?
Me: WAHLAO, you see me like so old arh.
Jit Yang: no la no la, play ny la. Form 4?
Me: Form 5
Jit Yang: O. Jie jie. =D
Me: *gadush* don't call me jie jie, older than you two years only.. ;_;


Me: Yoongs, meet the lousy security guard. haha
Kah Wei: What's your name? ( to Jit Yang)
Jit Yang: YOu ask her la ( ME)
Me: Aijor, your own name also cannot say arh?
Kah Wei: quick quick , what's your name?
Jit Yang: My name is Lenna. ( LOL)
Me: HAHAHAHA
Kah wei: that's what your name? ( to me)
Me: My name is Lenna, oik, don't copy me. haha
Jit Yang: Jit yang la..

Me: You guess what form is she?( to Kah Wei)
Jit Yang: Form 5.
Me: Yer not nice to play one, you know dy. haha.
Jit Yang: Jie jie. =p
Me: yoongs! He call me jie jie T_T
Kah Wei: She younger than me de leh.
Me: Kah Wei jie jie! HAHA
Kah Wei: box you arh
Jit Yang: Yeah la, call you jie jie ( me), Call her aunty la ( kah wei)
Kah wei: SAY SUMMORE?!?!
All: Laugh.



Lyn: You got dog at home? ( or sth liddet) to Jit Yang
Jit Yang: Neh, my dog beside of me . ( meaning Lyn)
Me: YER so bad la you. haha.
after awhile
Lyn: Yer so bad la you.
Me: SO slow la you. haha
Jit Yang's Bro: what you all laughing at?
Me: *tells what happen*
Jit Lun( If I'm not mistaken): *play struggle* faster say sorry.
Jit Yang: sorry sorry
Lyn: Nevermind la...
Jit Lun: That's all? NO thank you? or "warh, my hero" *mimicking the action*
Me and Lyn: HAHAHAHAHA



that's all =)
time to study. =D

till then`

Of Dates and Relationship

I suddenly miss being in a relationship

and going dating. HAHAHAHA

so random.

I like to see secondary students, like mua =p

being together, or a group dating, or couple dating. sweet lurh =)
I like the feeling of being cared by that someone special, or when I have nightmares, that someone special will ALWAYS be there for me, eventhough he will be darn sleepy when I call him. haha.
Who will hug me during scary movies or when I'm feeling cold.
who will act so childish and pouts to make me laugh
or even act as a clown to try to cheer me up whenever I'm sad or frustrated
Who will be very sweet enough to remember all the dates and stuff
Who will do sweet things which makes my heart go mushy. haha
Who will compliment my outfit, and consistently give me hugs ( I like hugs =D)
Who will try to be my everything, and do the best he can . =))


ahh, I know I've screwed up quite a few relationship,

wouldn't it be good IF I found myself one too?

haha

'keep dreaming Lenn, keep dreaming.'


till then``

Time to post =p

not suppose to be blogging, but figure that I could take a tinsy rest.
after this, I'm off to bed.
I'm thaaaat tired. haha.
Next week
Add maths
Sejarah
Physics
Bio
Chem
and EST will be the last paper after wesak day. hahaha. EsT make me miss my langkawi trip =(
bodoh, I will defeat you! I won't get A2 this time !!

noooo >_< so many important papers next week, I think the percentage of me getting alot of sleep is like 0.1% haha. this weekend also have to study. study study study. need ta improve! really need to. I know this is just diagnostic, but prepare early right? and I want to set up my goals, try to see which one I can sort of guarantee get A, work on it , and work on the other papers to get B or even A. I'm not super or smart I know, but I have to work hard, that's all. =) neways . some camwhore pictures during some study time=p guilt me now. haha. WAIT! let me show you the pictures first, then you can guilt me. muwahahaha. =p haven updated one thing yet- 26 and 27 of April, I volunteered to help out in the national taekwondo tournament , below 18. Really did have fun =) met quite alot of new friends, but dumb dumb me, didn't get their contact num, I FEEL SO DUMB AND MAD AT MYSELF . lol. I want to make new friends, but I didn't take the initiative. lol I mean, it doesn't kill you to be the first one to ask right? sigh sigh, I did get one or two nums only, sad la. and I missed the group photo. was busy doing bm in the air-con room. sucks number 2 neways, no use regretting, had lotsa fun and new experience =) picture pictures =)

This is one of the shirts that they provide us. Sunday it was yellow
Saturday is was blue.

I went to tuition tying my hair like this, cause I did not like my fringe.. haha, but now I'm sorta okay with it. this was last week. haha

I feel this is kinda artistic =F

I feel this one cute la! HAHAH, sorry for being so self-centered

this one also =p


That was last Sunday I think. HAHA. damn lots to learn, but didn't really masuk anything! LOL

These few pictures, took before going for tuition just now.. =p was playing with the headband. hehe

All you have to do is look at my smile =)

totally look different .

do not look like me at all. HAHAHA, notice the panda eyes? seriously, next week gonna be worst.

=D


POuts* cannot rest during weekends =(

peaceeee

was walking home with mummy after tuition, we had to walk home !! =( cause daddy had to use the car.. haha, it's okay, take it as an exercise, then while walking mum told me, very short distance ny ma! I agree. Then she say, then next time after tuition you come back yourself okay?

I LIKE O.O mummy.. I'm very scaredy cat wan la =p I don't dare, unless like I'm fully equip. nono even fully equip I think I will run back .. altho it's a 20-30 mins walk . LOL

Went to pasar malam while on the way home. bough a babydoll dress? is it what's called?
dunno, but I adore!

very comfy, and now most of them are selling clothes that are suitable for hot weathers like now.
climate change.

WOOPS! too low, =p didn't get expose. haha.

Can wear by the dress itself or with shorts, look nice. 20 bucks
I want the off shoulder shirt, =( someone get it for me. boo!

bought this also.got light =p alah, wasted, should buy one lollypop and one monkey, would look adorable together. I now put 2 lollys together. hehe

kay, time to konk out. seriously wasted

after Moral today, studied chem chap 6 I like chap 6 =p
starting to understand more and more la. then I taught Siew May too. Nice to teach la!
who wants me to teach you physics or chem? I can I can! or even piano!
HAHAHA.

neways, have to wake up early tomorrow and study study study, not to mention spend time on my piano as well. hehe. I've only liked practise 15 mins everyday only. 15 mins you know. minimum for Grade 7 is 3 hrs. LOL dam saddening.

I have no idea why I write alot in this post. mayb cause I have a feeling I won't update next week. haha.

kay! can't stop yawning already..

nights =)

wish me the best of luck

oh yeah one more thing!

HaPPY Mothers DAY to all mummys out there!!

MUMMY I LOVE YOU TOO =)

take care!

till then``

EXAMS !! GO GO!!! and you can guilt me now ;)

Major Headaches.

been having major headaches consistently.

garh!

so @_@

I'm not even suppose to be online now. =X
exams started today.
Bm
It was okay, my fingers are really painful from non-stop writing. urgh, kill me =p

neways, If you refuse to talk to me or whatsoever,
I will still treat you as a fren . I'm always here if you need me =)

till then!

1 paper down, and ... 9 (shyt =/) more papers to go!

time to sleep! wert? I mean STUDY!

go and entertain yourself =D

-Lenn``

Tuition

Just came back from tuition not long

thought that I should blog bout this. haha.

there were 2 guys standing beside of me while I was waiting for my mum

guy 1: eh see see.
guy 2: see what?
guy 1: there, wearing the white T (me )
*saying obviously quite loudly till I could hear the whole convo.
guy 2: what bout her?
guy 1: look ok?
guy 2: okay okay lo, quite cute.
*I'm like. O.o hello ! I'm right here! thx anyways =p
guy 1: yeah lo yeah lo, not bad, not bad.
I was like wth @_@
HAHAHAHA. and then,
guy 1: side view also not bad wo..
*I turn and look,
*they pretend to look away.
guy 2: phone ringing
and then my mum came.. HAHA. if you want to talk bout someone, don't say it so loud la! LOL


funny la.. haha.

neways, dinner and study!

till then``

exam starting tomorrow, yikes >_<

Oh No

I flunked my studies few hours ago.

I feel bad. haha

tried to study and do add maths work,

but, keep day dreaming!

haha, bad bad me.. shyt la, gotta wake up early tomorrow and finish up =(


Yangon is having very bad weather resulting in tornado.
=( daddy might not be able to make it back home on wednesday.
it's okay, just hope daddy's okay.as long as he is okay, he can come back late.

time to sleep, altho quite full =/

night =)

till then``

-study study study - yerks

I need to improve.
I want my marks to be higher-

It Hurts

Wow,

it really do.

it hurts``

updated.

suddenly felt lonely.

don't be soft hearted , no no >_<

Let's just think it over.

I'm confused.

I keep thinking that today's a weekend..

haha.

Kinda nice, no interruption while doing my work, mum was sleeping, bro was playing his game,
I offed my phone cause I need time to think

but the more I think, the more frustrated I become, so I just choose to ignore and do my work, study.
and I'm proud that I finish the sample exam paper from Pn.Nava.
without referring to the book. cool !=D

neways,
I don't know how to deal with this yet.
Maybe just end it.
Let's just think it over.

till then``


WAIT!

my exams are coming in like 4 days.
so don't get your hopes up on me blogging. =)