Camwhoreness

This post is all gonna be pictures.. taken.. before saturday.. well it's sort off like friday night.. teehee.. okay.. get ready... xD


Life goes by, by camwhoring.. 8D

p/s for those who say it's ugly, oh screw yourself.. no bodie asking if it's pretty or not.. so what if I'm ugly.. don't see la.. cheyyzzz..
Extreme Act cute pics.. and posers..:







Chak!

Blehhh


look at you

aija.. paiseh paiseh... look down first.. xD

I'm still practising this!!Left

Smile.. xD

Now Right..

I sort off like this =p

wahaha.. so farnie this one..

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hehe.. wey.. I like this pic.. I don't know why, but I like it..but I bet you all say ugly.. wahha.a.. dun give a dammmm

see I even made my bro a poser!! I just lurrvee himm =)


I'll blog bout canteen day mayb tomorrow?? don't know.. hehe...


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Time goes by , by cam-whoring.. =D

-Lenna-

MGS CANTEEN DAY


my class.. having haunted house.. so this is the flyer.. xD

but the sad thing is.. our school is inviting guys.. first time eva! and guys can't come in to our haunted house.. which ruins like..most of it.. cause the profit will go extremely low.. and if the girls bring their bfs and they wanna go in, like duh .. go couple couple ma.. but if we say only gals.. I don't think the gal will go in lowh..
but I think we can take care of ourselves tho.. sigh sigh.. anyways..

GAL AND Guys PLEASE COME.. well there are lots more of things to do beside our ghost house... =(

Once again here are the details..

Avenue : MGSKL
Time : 9.00am-12.45pm
Date: 28th July 2007
Ticket : Rm5 (minimum)

see.. 5bucks arh.. other school sure 10 bucks minimum.. so come.. please??


here's the example of the flyer!! =D abit blur.. =/




those who wanna come.. please please come... come scare yourself.. pretty please... =D




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-Lenna-

MGS CANTEEN DAY!!


so yeah , my school having canteen day, and you all may come.. wahaha.. come support my class... 8D

those who know my school, pls do come to MGSKL on the 28th of July 07, from 9.30-12.45pm

For those who don't know, you may inquire the informations from me.. =D anyways.. my class is doing haunted house.. wahhah


Avenue: 4H (form six block)
Time: 9.45-12.45pm
Held by : The one and only 4E membaxxx..
Per Entry: Rm2
Theme: Land of the DEAD!

Get the coupons from the ticket sellers.. =)

wish to know more? don't hesitate to drop in my chatbox nytime...

more updates soon..

thank you.. xD


-Lenna-

Jealousy

I use to be jealous of other Siblings..
I use to wonder, why don't I have younger siblings as well? so I could pamper them and teach them.. I'm jealous seeing how El teaches or how her siblings share their problems together.. how El tries to get them stuff altho she sometimes have to jimat cermat to get those things for them.. haha.. how Siew may's bro actually provided computer things for her conviniency.. and infos how to use them =p .. or how her jie jie sayang her much.. =D seeing how siblings actually goes around and work together.. makes me jealous.. and thinking of my own brothers..

Well actually, there's nothing to be jealous about.. My brother treats me as good as they treat their siblings or how their siblings treat them.. there are times when I question him and his ability of being a brother.. being an elder isn't easy tho.. you have to cope up with all the crap they give you.. or be held responsibility if anything happens to them when your parents aren't home..

but seriously there are times, when I really feel alone.. and he isn't there for me.. I use to count on him so much.. my brother.. but since he started working.. slowly by slowly he has his freedom and slowly gaining a pound of a new life given to him.. at times where I wish that time could stop where he will always be there for me.. to listen to my problems.. or comfort me when I'm sad.. but time can't be changed nor turned.. it feels hard to accept cause I use to rely on him sooo much.. and there were times when we fight.. but we soon will laugh after that.. and when he comes back with something for me.. my mum will always say.. "see, your gor sayang you so much.. " I never quite realised it tho.. but actually I think I never really took the time to realise it

I'm sorry gor.. =(


Random pictures.. :





New pencil box.. it's convenient .. =D


The back.. I hate the back.. cause I hate helping people to advertise unless I'm willingly doing it..

.One thing I don't like bout it.. it has been splitted to 2 compartments.. boo hoo..

Daddy bought for me the watch.. big .. but still I lurve you daddy.. thankx 8D

See the watch sooo bigg.. Daddy keep saying that it's the IN FASHION Now.. and he's right.. =/

fitting room xD

This one Rachel say look lala.. = =

I like this 8D

Mmhmm.. Oreo Cake.. not too sweet.. just perfecto!

haa..

shyt.. time to sleep.. already 1am.. crappocinnooo..


nites nites.. =D

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I did , something wrong todae..


I actually scolded my brother just now.. with her in the car..
I was so furious.. but I didn't mean to scold him.. ohmagod..
I feel so guilty... I mean seriously I didn't mean it.. but I was so DARN angry..
I asked him not to talk to me when I got in the car.. but he like didn't get the message, then he kept talking and asking.. so I sort off burst.. I burst.. I mean.. gah.. I don't scold my bro infront of anyone except familie... NEVER! I started scolding by saying.. I waited one and a half hour for him to come get me.. and so on so on. I don't wanna go in detail, it's my private stuff, so butt off..

In the car while scolding.. goodness.. got so cold.. I was shivering.. and my teeths were clattering.. and he tot I was gonna cry.. heh.. cause I will get emo wan while scolding.. sigh..
Came home.. lie on the bed.. took my warm warm blanket and cover myself.. sooo coollld.. then.. I was nearly to tears..my bro came in.. then bla bla bla.. then he help to fix the printer.. then mummy and him talked abit.. then he complain bout me.. then I said I didn't mean to scold him infront of her.. I did ask him to not talk to me.. then my bro actually told me that he wanted to bring me out for tea/lunch... make me more guilty !! >< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Sorry gor, I didn't mean to scold you really.. Sorry... it's my fault yeah.. is just that.. you made me wait for one and a half hour for you.. and and.. you keep saying it's raining and you couldn't come... okay okay, no more excuse... I'm sorry.

teh cause of being spoiled? and pampered? no idea..



I'm sometimes shy to tell people my feelings?? so yeah..
KAY! need to continue homework.. if not forever no need finish.. shyyt... shirt also no yet iron.. kay.. no talk tlak d y.. byebye



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Teh Pastssss



18th July

hmmmmm... okay let's see..

LENNA DISSECT A RAT DAT DAY!!! gah!! so cruel la.. my 'team mates' and I felt very cruel at first .. and NONE of us dared to nail the rat... gah.. then teacher came and help.. ooo!! we couldn't see... how she did it.. she helped us nail the upper part and the lower part was for us to nail.. so everyone plucked up their courage.. decided to carry on.. if not no break for us.. so.. after nailing.. we slowly cut open the skin first.. then the fat.. then the flesh! GAH!! then we finally saw the organs..
when we cut opened the rat, its heart is still beating.. then teacher came to show us the kidney which is located below everything else.. haha.. below the liver.. but then, in the process of showing us.. she moved the small intestine and teh stomach like no bodie's business.. we felt like.. err.. *imagine if it was ours* that kinda think.. she moved it left.. then right.. haha.. seriously.. ><>

20 july

i wasn't in a good mood and wasn't in a bad mood either.. just nuetral.. we played softball.. our team won.. 8D then, durin the end.. sigh.. something happened. la...


Hey you, I was just telling you..
You don't have to go all defensive.
I'm just passing the message to you.
cause I don't want you to get scolding.
You are someone having a post,
you should know the school rules well..
can you at least listen to what I say first,
before you interrupt?

I don't wanna say nything la.. actually..

aijor.. don't wanna say no more..

and yesterday was 20-07-2007= 20072007 such a nice date,, and my mood got ruined.. =/

todae gonna go watch harry potter mummy says... hehe..

sometimes I feel left out..
sometimes I feel alone..
Sometimes I feel that
you guys aren't there for me..
Is it just me ?


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-Lenna-

GAH SORRY SORRY


me know, me know.. I haven been posting lately..

but seriously, I'm DARN busy... and I mean it..

I'm like suppose to create a plan for the Haunted house.. cause the first plan was abolished due to Lower six wanted to use the same place as we do..

then, now continuing piano lessons.. and my exam is one month away.. like ****
sorry for the vulgarities.. but seriously.. GAH!! have to stop with the seriously as well..

other than that.. homeworks.. heheh.. trying to finish up my unfinished hw as soon as possible.. and everyday homeworks are not helping lowh.. wait wait.. lemme rephrase... I'm tired out everyday doing homeworks.. I have done all my unfinished homeworks meaning like.. last month ke.. or whatsoeva..

Then joining tuition also takes up my time.. like 2 hours every lesson and about 15 minutes to reach and 15 mins back.. so it's like 2 and a half hours.. sighhhhh...


Trying to manage my time.. ehehe...
talk a short post about today..

Well . mainly english period la.. haha..

err.. WE were actually doing a short presentation/discussion on what a growing child, teenager, pregnant lady and elderly person should eat..
as groups presented.. my curiousity arouse me.. about pregnant ladies la! why this cannot do, that cannot eat..
so practically most of the class were also curious.. so we sort off had a Question session of Pregnant ladies.. hehe.. and My teacher, being experienced.. and been educated.. haha! it's true tho! she began explaining to us..
and she began explaining how's the giving birth process .. and one of my classmate kept saying/screamin.. haha.. " SO PAINFUL!!! AHHH!!!! " the way she says it.. can make the whole class burst to laughters.. and so came the last group.. we had a short debate session due to the food that she was discussing.. haha.. and teacher said we have potential to do debates, and she might arrange some debating for us, if there's chance.. haha.. =D

Random Pictures :


Elena holding the turtle.. haha..


I still have this!! =) still keeping it properly.. hehe..


DO NOT GO THERE AND EAT! food sux , service sux, pricing sux too.. sigh..


Just trying out shirt.. hehe.. fat?? SO WHAT?


Wahahaha.. =p

Again. hehe..


NOW you get to see full.. lolx! don't look nice also.. but what the heck.. haha



NEW SHOE!!! SIDE VIEW!!

NEW SHOE!! FRONT VIEW!!

Like it alot, but never had a chance to wear it.. and abit teensy high.. but I'll wear it one day.. haha..

okay, off to bed.. it's 12.15am dy.. shyt.. and I was planning to sleep at what? 11-11.30pm?

blogger just update photo so darn long!!!

nitessss


I don't wanna care,
I don't wanna listen,
I don't wanna say anything,
Listen to your heart,
and listen good.

it doesn't make sense does it?
haha


dooozinnng off..

-Lenna-

Attention!!

=D


Okay.. erm.. just wanted to let you guys know.. especially those who's reading my blog..
please do the advertisement poles.. at the side bar.. at the end

so yeah.. please help me out yeah =D

thanke you..



will updatessss latterr!!! =D

Of FAT and THIN PEOPLE


GOODNESS!!

why must people keep saying that their fat?

hello?!?! it's not a crime to have a lil meat on your body okay?

I hate it when my friend complains that they're fat.. fine , if you're fat then I'm gigantic okay??

gosh! you people must appreciate what you have.. and not push it away..okay fine..

If a little too much meat, then go for a healthy diet or exercise more often..

not go on stupid diets= no eating..


that would cause eating disorder, anorexia.. and bullimia..

hello! people die from not eating.. and the two beautiful models from NZ died... cause people are complaining that they're not thin enough..

how thin do you want them to be??? like a stick thin? NO, even thinner is it??

gals. or mums or women or whoever thinking that you're fat..

Take that tot off okay??

be grateful for what you are, what you have..

take regular exercises if you have too.. or eat healthy.. or go on healthy diet..

but don't go without eating a single thing..

that's crucial.. why doesn't people think ..??

and guys or critisizers out there.. you have no bladi right to critisize someone bout their size kay?

you make them feel down.. and then comes with the unhealthy eating and goes on.. and might lead to death.. stupid people and stupid eating disorder..

this post might be crap for some people..

well you can just lock your lips and throw away the key..

HURMP!

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-Lenna-

P.S the addmaths paper isn't Statistic.. it's the chap before.. that one I having problem, stats no prob.. sorry yeah.. wrong info.. haha.. gtg continue hw!! gawd.. no sleeping tonite.. ;__;

First day, night whatever you call it.. Tuition


Haha..
yeap.. todae was my first class of tuition.. Chemistry..

Well actually I sort off understand , and dun understand.. cause I was partly paying attention.. xD

I don't really like chemistry lowh.. xP

aijor.. and cause too tired... oh boy..

hmm.. lazy to blog summore cuz I've got maths and the add maths tuition exercise that the teacher just gave me just now, altho I haven taken his class yet.. teehee.. but he gave me the paper ady.. aijor! and it's STATISTIC! I don't like.. @_@ cause mainly I don't really understand the front one.. the back wan bout the mean all those stuff I know.. but the front wan abit of a problem.. sigh..

okay okay, sud stop here.. sigh.. I feel like sleeping....


Dozzing offff.....

-Lenna-

I feel..

I feel so broken down.
I feel confused.
I feel hurt.
I feel unsure of what to do.


Why do things have to go this way?



I feel like. d.y.i.n.g

I hate telling out my problems,
cause I don't want people to be burden with them.
I know you may think something else of me.
well, I don't really care much now.

I hate opening up to people,
cause I'm scared of things.
I hate myself for being that way.

I hate myself for not being honest with my feelings,
I just can't...
I fear that once I start telling, I wouldn't be able to stop crying.
I fear that once I start spilling, I can never stop
I fear that once I start , I will tell things that I swore myself I shouldn't have.

I fear many things..


let the list go on...


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MGS+STELLA MARIS IU DAY!

Hey, My school, MGSKL is having their IU day combined With SM Stella Maris On the 7th of July 2007 ( 07-07-07) Informations are as below Venue:Stella Maris Auditorium Time:10am-2.30pm Date:07/07/07...(whoah sturday ooi) Theme:S.E.A Extravaganza Price:RM10 *Usheres will be stationed at da places below to show u the way 2 da venue. ~Masjid Jamek station ~Plaza rakyat station ~swiss garden hotel ~Thung sin hospital ~kota raya entrance ~pudu raya bus stop Also featuring Full Throttle n Deaftone.

Durian Hates ME *sobs*

Well the title actually told you more then enough.. haha..

I've been asked to bring the durians in, and I got a poke on my ankle, which leads to bleeding..

fine..


I was then ask to sweep the floor, cause of the messyness .. and I got slashed by the durians..

Fine

then I was asked to throw away the durians after eating then, and I got a cut, Right at my thigh..

ARGH!!

3 times from durians a day!?!?!?

Sigh..

Birthday Cakes

First birthday cake which I had in school.. haha.. Delicious,
It's err.. chocolate mousse I think...

2nd birthday cake at home =) no idea what flavour.. abit of cappuccino and there's a layer of yam.. which actually quite blends in.. =)

see.. how yummy is it.. haha...




Thiss... Is just a random shot kay? haha
God knows I'm a poser.. oh what the heck.. ; )

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Freaking tired.. and I think I gonna get food poisoning.. non-stop to the toilet.. lolx..


P.S HAPPIE BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN MICHEAL.. haha.. I just lurve to say the full name.. altho.. what goes on , I do not know.. haha..
anyways.. Happie birthday.. =)

-Lenna-

Birthday Dinner..

My birthday dinner... haha.. WE went to:


Yeah, we went there.. located at Sg.Kayu Ara

We get to pick our own sea food.. cool yeah.. hehe ... so you're sure that they didn't cheat you or something..
then..

simply take jer.. haha...

First dish, OYSTER!! woohoo..

Darren! Snails la.. they say Japanese snails..nevermind! EsCARGOT! appie? xD

tasty tasty.. xD

Erm a mixture of Taufu+ Otak-otak.. quite nice.. =D

Lalaz.. ^^

Got fish, but daddie loves fish, and he err.. attacked the fish before I could get my camera on it.. haha.. oh well, the fish is deli-cious!


Last but not least.. duh eat seafood sure got CRAB lowh!
haha.. =)

well.. total I think it's around RM170+ but I think it's worth it lowh.. abit tinsy expensive but okay also la..

they service is good I have to admit.. they help you change the plates after eating a dish..
hygienic la.. and they serve well too. =)

and guess what?
they're service charge is only 3% not all those stupid high class restaurant which the service sux and charge us for baldi freaking 10% . hurmp!

the surrounding is also very nice.. and you get to choose your own seafood. decide how you wanna cook it. and stuff like dat la.. tryyy itt =)

that's all for now..

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-Lenna-