I need to

be humble,
change my attitude,
be polite,
learn how to respect,
stop showing my true feelings/emotion at home, quote ' why you always long face at home, but in front of your friends, you're always smiley smiley?'
keep smiling even though I am not happy,
put up a mask at home,
learn how to shaddap,
not correct others when their are wrong,
need to think that the person with more experience are mostly always right,
not voice out my opinion,
not stand at my perspective even though I know I am correct...
not share my knowledge with others, especially my family members,
know that society is cruel . = =
not be so naive,



ah effed it..

fed up...

screw it.

OH yeah

My trials results is nothing to be proud off,

4A1, 4B, 1C and 1G

surprised.. haha..
well, there's alot to do now, there's sejarah intensive class. and I'm suppose to read finish both books, which I havent! I've only read till madinah.. oh boy..

really need to speed up my progress.. 23 more days left..

all the best to everyone taking spm this year and to me as well,

you need no luck if you study

a friend once told me, If you fail sejarah, then how would you expect to be a lawyer in the future..
another thing to motivate me more, and gosh, I'm already having the maxsimum of 5 and a half hour sleep -6 hours per day...

anyways, will work harder =)

till then =)

Kena Tag by a BEAR

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

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1.I'm A GIRL! astonished?
2.I'm sleepy and tired right now, about to doze off..
3.I adore chocolates. like seriously. period.
4. I get to emotional at times. TIMES.
5.I'm a shy person. I'm SERIOUS, believe me.
6.I'm very lazy, I procrastinate alot.. and SPM is coming! GAH!!
7.I'm a messy person?
8.I'm weird. =D
WHAT TO WRITE LA?
9.owh owh! I have low self-esteem. Wait. shoot. should have kept my mouth shut =X
blanking out..........
10.I'm currently in grade 7 piano.
11. I want to learn different languages, how to dance, how to bake.
12. I'm terrified of spm, but I can't get motivated, dude, I need HELP
13.I don't have a boyfriend.. ?? that counts right?
14. I want to get in TAYLOR next year.. TAYLOR YOU HEAR ME.
15.My favourite subjects are BIO, PHY, ENG, Maths. =D (that's a lie, there's more)
16.I am a very romantic person, and I hope my boyfriend will be too.. HAHAHA


I don't think I followed the rules.. HAHAHA..
whadahell.. don't mind me, I'm really sleep as I said before.. so off to bed, I have tuition tomorrow.. night =)

17. I CURSE!

!@#@%$&@$!@#!$^*^%#!@#

;)

Amazing..

Oh my gosh, if someone ask me to be their girlfriend, and serenade to me..
FAINT. YES LA.. hahaha, especially this guy, his voice is mesmerizing!!! and his guitar skills not bad. and he can play the piano too!! talented... oh my gosh, jealous ye!!!



Piano part, got bit out of tuned, and his voice at some point also off, but his voice is niceeeee... and his piano skills. =D altho need to work on it a little, but still!



I feel like a silly school girl pining for a hot guy, oh wait, I am a school girl!

haha, okay, i shall stop being lame.. =p

just enjoy!

off to study =D

Short Updatteeee

Just a short update..

I Feel so dumb during tuition , BIO and ADD MATHS....

O.o gadush..

and today my friends make me feel giddy and happy.. haha..
so when I received my add maths paper 2, I was okay with it, cause I know I did improve. and no fail =)

so work harder and harder..

my tuition mate told me : Have to finish studying bio and chem on saturday and sunday.
I stared at him doe eye.. haha. I only manage to cover fully 3 chaps of bio , variation, growth and inheritance.. and chem lagi.. @_@ only 3 chaps.. haha.. heeee.. he.. he.. is even faster than me, not to mention smarter.. oh my gosh, have to work harder! haha..xD

28 days more! =)

all the best to all PMR-ers =D

xoxo,

to bio and add maths.. let the battle begin =)

Guilt

Guilt is overpowering me for not studying today... .=(

and missing tuition due to no transportation available..

gah!

have to kill the laziness of me.. and pull out the hardworking me from deep down..

haha.. I'm trying my best!

I AM! let's all try harder okay? =)

School Starting Tomorrow

You got it right, school starting tomorrow

and by tomorrow, means...

Siew May and Izzati's Birthday!

AND

end of procrastination, end of holiday, end of laziness, end of complaining

cause I'm going to really work hard, and my time table is packed..
I'm not going to go out unless necessary, which reminds me I need to get extra note book and a pair of scissors...

anyways!
tomorrow will be the continuing of our war, our hard work, our hopes..

one more month left till we sit for our SPM, one more month to prove what we've got and to shut those who look down on me up, one more month to make our parents proud, one more month to make yourself proud, one more month to make sure that you don't regret for not studying.. one more month till end of our secondary life.. one more month to make our future bright, one more month , just one more month.. To get straight A's...

and that one month, I'm gonna work my butt off..

and this I promise myself,
and when I get back my results,
I do not want to regret about it,
and start with the what if's,
No, I'm not.

I'm going for one more shot.

Movie : Four Brothers.

The Wesner Brothers.
Angel: Man What did you say to him?
Bobby: Did you say anything?
Jerry: Nope.
Bobby: But I did. I told him I bagged his wife.. *smirks*
Angel: Me too
Jerry: Me Three..

HAHA

It's okay if you don't understand, it's just from a movie I watched just now...
It's okay if you don't understand what I'm gonna say later. = )

I'll give it one more shot..
Tomorrow is another day .
a brand new day..
don't give up hope
Deep down, there's a tiny fire.
Work hard and make it spark.
Work hard and the result will come out good.
and This I promise Myself. =)

Blurps

Back to doing notes again..

=D glad that I'm making progress..

no time to waste dy, all those relaxing these past few days is ending..

now is the time to get back to work. altho past few days I have been doing a little exercises..

haha,, anyhow.. NERD ALERT is back on

41 more days till SPM