Yes I am naming it Part 1 because I think there's more to write annnddd I don't think I can remember what to write, so I will follow the flow. it rhymes!
alrighty, where shall I start eh?
okay, from the beginning.
I'd always know that I am a very very stubborn girl.
I'm starting to feel the blogging mojo is running out.
Okay, eversince I got my results from the SABSSA board, I was devastated, because I lack 0.5.
from then on, I know that a part of my dream will die with the 0.5 .
I wanted to go to Queensland, that was my goal. I wanted to study overseas, that was my dream. I cried for a few days, because I felt that not only have I disappointed my lecturers, my parents and also myself. I studied hard but apparently it wasn't good enough.
like I said I am a stubborn person. So without really thinking through stuff, I jump to the opportunity that was before me. Which is to study in UCSI as a pathway link to UQ. I know. I really didn't think it through. I was naive and stupid, and I most probably still am. I was a week late to start class cause I was busy selling books in the beginning of January to the SAM students.
see stupid me.
studying in UCSI was awkward. It was lonely and it definitely threw me off. okay not to go astray, let's go step by step. I didn't think much , I just wanted to get to UQ , yes UQ. I checked out with the IDP centre and they gave me the thumbs up to go there during JULY this year. many people asked me why the rush, even my parents asked me so. all I could give them was, I just need to be there, I don't want to waste my time.
sad and pity me. ugh.
So CNY came by, and the family and I went for a holiday in Penang then to Thailand. It was great fun, to finally visit another country for a change. my brother didn't follow to say the least.
fried squids
lobster with cheese yum, in Penang.
in Thailand.
and the most happened in KL. I know it doesn't really make sense. see this is how it went, my brother had his girlfriend stayed over and havoc happen.more like chaos. they got into a car accident. let's say they got envious about our trip to penang for seafood and they decided to drive a car that they have not drive before, and the driver was a girl. yes I hope that you are not as in-adept as me and you get who I meant. and in the end , my poor daddy's mercedes is totalled. real bad.
yeap, this is how the car looks like.
This does not mean I'm rich okay, this car was a 2nd hand car, yes I am okay with 2nd hand stuff as long as they are in good condition. with technologies and mechanics, I am okay, clothes at certain limits but please nothing to do with skin contact, like make up and inner garments. yeck, no thank you.
anyways, so people do drive safely and do not be so stupid to go for a long drive especially if you do not know the condition of the car, have not drive more than 2 cars before, please ask someone to slap yourself and think properly. everyone was so glad that they drove this car instead of the myvi and blah blah blah. I know I'm like so emotionless but I have every right to be. okay, not to dwell in this.
I think it was by March I found out that, UCSI conned me. They said that they did no such thing to assure me to my departure for UQ and hence, bye bye UQ. after my mum found it she was beyond pissed.Daddy wants me to study there for a year that I could twin to UQ, but mummy would not hear of it. We sort of made a bet, My mum and I. If I get to transfer to UQ, I will do UQ but if I can't I have to succumb to her wishes and do IMU.
I was clearly upset so I began searching for universities other than IMU that offers biomedical Sc, that allows me to twin. I know that by now, you would think; why the heck is this girl still looking for opportunities to go overseas, why can't she be content with what she has and just go with it. The problem is, it is my dream to go abroad, to understand and experience their choice of living and also to get a better education to secure a better future. Some of you may think I'm nuts, there are loads of good Universities in M'sia too , no?
Yes there are. But I stand strong to my opinion. Like I said before I do not come from a wealthy family and yes they are going to be burden by my fees, but I like to see it as it would be worth it.
I gotto go,
part 2 coming soon? hopefully? byeee!
