LOLx.

Why, haha.. I'm chatting wif a bot.. so hilarious!!!


Lenn:q?
Bot : R!
Lenn: x?
Bot: Y!


and i actually ask him to F off. =X he says he's a dude. lolx

Lenn: moron, F*** off.
Bot:Hey, careful with the language! I don't have to take this abuse from you.
Lenn: *repeats*
Bot : Look, now you're just asking for it.


LOLX. i know i know. making fun of the bot.. well.. I was bored.. ahakx..

Lenn: Look, now you're just asking for it.
Bot: What you just said is beautiful !

ahahahahak..!!! so funny..


kaka.. I'll continue tomorrow i guess.. sleep luuzz.z.z.z. x)

@_@

Giving up isn't the hard part, Recovering is the pain. You let me down once, and never again. You finally made sense into me. Leaving you isn't that bad, unless I really did loved you. So tell me. Isn't my decision right?

Happie Chinese New Year!

Muahahaha.. Happie Chinese New Year!! Have Fun Collecting Ang Pau..


Sighs.. so now it's like 9.30 in the morning.. heh.. The coffee really has it's effect.. I din get to sleep the whole night... thanks alot coffee!! = =



Ahh.. who cares.. nyways.. I'm bored.. and here are sum sum sum quotes.. I don't own some of them.. but what the heck.. it's meaningful.. =)


Enjoy~


-True Friends don't Shun away because of changes noticed in a friend,they adapt and learn from those changes.-


-Experience hardship a little can make you understand the world better-


-Whenever you think that no one cares, throw that thought out, there are millions of people who care, trust me-


-Who needs a boy, when you can have a bunch of good friends?-


-Have you ever thought that maybe HE/SHE don't love you enough to accept who you are and not force you to be what they want you to be?-


-Live life to the fullest, don't hold back, try new things, but have limitations.-


-Never take things for granted, you'll never know what it's cost-


-Never take things for granted, you'll never know what it's cost-


-Don't be obsessed over a thing, when there are plenty things to see, experience.-


-Life is full of adventures, don't back away when you have difficulties, heads up and get ready for challenge.-


-Never live a life full of lies-


-Forgiveness, is what people should have -


-Never judge a person by it's beauty-


-Looks can be decieving-


-Sometimes, A BITCH will always be a BITCH- << Lolx.. xD


-Everyone deserve to be love-


-Don't like my attitude? Shoo along.. lolx.. -


-Have you ever thought that , words can hurt more then your bones breaking?-


-Learn from mistakes, not repeat them-


-Know your limitations, don't overhed them-


OKay, Have to STOP!!


darn hungry.. afraid of gastric.. mua's gastrics are nasty.. hehe.. ><


-Lenna-

Guess it's the end..

Well, by seeing your msn nick.. i guess this is the end for both of us..

Sorry it couldn't last... and I broke both our hearts..


I'm not the girl I use to be anymore.. those stuffs are over for me.. won't do it anymore..



Reason i broke up wif that guy was.. I found out that.. his characteristic is similar to yours.. and the reason I like him was, I saw you in him. no matter what i say.. you won't believe me..



hope I won't affect your studies.. I don't want to be the reason WHY. I want you to go on with your life, like before you knew me.. treat as if i've never existed.. it'll do you good.



won't write anymore.



-wrecked me?-

I'm not the girL i use to be.

I'm a bad bad bad person.. but I felt the needy to be honest.. I can't keep lying I guess.. I don't wanna lie to a person that I care much.. and etc etc.. you must think that I'm bull shitting.. but I can't blame you for after what I said to you.. So yeah.. I'm a big big BITCH. and so on so on..


I din wanna break it to you. honestly.. I was waiting mayb till.. your feeling towards me changed?? but.. I'm sort off restarting the life process... and I felt needy to start by being honest.. and lookie here.. honesty brings along sadness.. and hatred I guess..WAY TO GO ME!! hah.. as if.. = =


I don't really feel good right now.. mayb cause.. telling everything was darn difficult.. and I know that you will be hurt.. and I actually feel like crying right now.. BAH! my life is screwed nyways..

Trying to keep it to the good side okay! I don't wanna break down again.. I'm afraid that I'll lose you. I'm stupid.. should have know that.. once I told you that.. is practically the ratio 90:10 that you'll leave me.. and I'm sorry I made you soo dissapointed.. so hurt.. and I'm the bad person here.. I'm not denying.. all of it .. It's my fault..


And to only think that.. I was planning to give what you've always wanted... just thinking on when and where.. I'm sorry.. I'm such a jerk, a moron, a bitch.. you name it..


Now I'm starting to regret.. but I know that you hate people lying to you. and I just wanna give up on lying too. I will understand if you decided not to talk to me anymore.. or hate me forever.. and I know that it's no use asking for forgiveness... as I hurt you soo much..


but I think I just wanted to let you know..


It takes alot alot of courage to be honest.. to think that I'll lose you.. dissapoint you, hurt you. and so on ...


and THEY SAY , HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY! BAH! as if! = = it sure don't make me feel better in any ways.. jeez..



speechless at da moment.. can't think of anything to say.. can't think right.. sigh..


-Lenna-


P.S hope you read this..

Hmm... Valentine's day

Hello people!! happie VALENTINE's DAY!!! and exam free!!! and CNY COMING!!! whee... except that i have to run tomorrow.. and i hve school on friday which actually ruins everything.. sighs...

well, have you guys watched A walk to remember??

if you haven.. rent out a dvd or cd to watch it.. touching.. now.. after a movie about it.. there's a story book about it too.. it's verry touching.. it can make you laugh.. and make you cry....

I've just finish reading the book.. and I came across a verse.. which stated in the book.. that it's from the bible.. although I'm no christian.. and I don't read the bible lolx.. but hey.. it's meaningful..

have a look .. =)

about love...


Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes.




and dere's another verse, but not from A walk to Remember, but from a different book... it's actually not counted as a verse.. just a short phrase...


It's quite painful, or suffering to stay near the one you want so much
and yet cannot have.


I actually experience that before though.. haha.. a lil secret.. shhh.. =X



but sometimes time can wash through that... mayb it's cause.. You don't love them enough..


Like let's say i just broke up wif my boyfriend.. and my friends will say.. He don't love you enough.. so he's not worth your time nor tears..


I experience hardship in life too.. and with the help of my 6 best pals.. I'm still clinging on on whatever is holding me... makes no sense I guess.. but.. shucks.. undescribable.. haha..



and so todae's Valentine's day, so those who are couples.. have fun... =) plan suprises for your loved ones... haha..

and for those who are single.. hey! don't be sad.. there's always next year.. keep looking hard.. you may find him/her.. how would you know.. she might end up right infront of you.. haha.. =)



Everyone experience hardship, loneliness, depression, or what so ever.. and we always hold that, there's someone to be there for us.. to comfort us.. to help us share our burdens.. it doesn't have to be your lover, it can be your friend, your siblings, your elderlys.. ( not sure if spelled correctly ><) haha.. anyone whom you dearly trust and love...



and sometimes if you love that person , but that person don't love you back.. don't be dissapointed.. you should be happy for him/her that they found their happiness.. right??


I've got loaaddsss to write.. but.. I've got the time limits... and I'm starting to smell funny.. I need a bath QUICK!!! eek...

haha..


-Lenna-



p.s Happy Valentines Day!!! xD

IN need of a fren..

What would you do.. if .. you felt that your friends are changing.. and you can't actually cope up with them?? would you choose to get left behind.. or act like an idiot.. thinking that nothing has happen.. act giddy bout it.. act happy bout it.. break down .. get through by a face to face chatty chat.. or follow suite???


I might hurt my fren saying that she changed.. and how... and i didn't mean to hurt you.. I'm sorry.. i just wanted you to know that what i meant by you changing..


nyways.. sorta depressed.. silly..

sighs.. whateva.. gotta study now..



valentines coming.. got your presents yet???


i'll be celebrating my wif exam.. oh well... as if i have anyone to celebrate wif..



-Trying to heal the broken h3art of mine.. -

-Lenny-

Qoutes~~

My Qoutes and only mine!!!




-Stop treating me like a teddy bear, ignore me when you have others, cry to me when you're alone and scold me when I've done nothing wrong.-


-Sick of always pretending to be happy, Sick of always pretending that everything is fine, Sick of always being nice, Sick of always getting ignored, Sick of getting ignored, Sick of everything.-


-Remember when we were children, We use to play in the rain, Not worrying bout anything. I long for those days to come back, So carefree and stress-free, but life dun go this way..... -


-Feeling empty inside me, Wondering what I've done wrong and Figuring a way to solve this..-


-What is life actually about anyways?? Getting good grades? Being popular?? Getting hot boyfriends?? Take a minute or two to figure out... what is life about... -


-Things change.. people change... just accept the change... and change for the better ... not for the worst... -


-Drinking can't solve anything.. It just makes you drunk... so just accept the fact ... and figure out how to solve the problems-


-If I don't say I love you, doesn't mean I don't, Cause deep down my heart,
I really do.....-


-You promise never to break my heart nor make me cry.. but in the end.. you still do...-


=))