Can't Understand.

I seriously seriously think I should stop blogging momentarily.

I hate ranting on my blog. really.
Last time each post would at least have a minimum of 2 pictures, now all I do is rant rant and rant.

It's not me.
and I don't think I've been me for quite sometime.

for one last time, I'm SINGLE.
I have no intention into getting in a relationship cause now, I feel mutual towards everyone.
it's like I've lost interest already.
tho, I had visualise me introducing my boyfriend to my parents during CNY,
but this is enough.

seriously, I guess I'm bored with life right now.
I want to be something new. something different, but it feels like something is blocking or SOMETHING. I can't figure it out yet. it's suffocating me.

I have not feast my eyes on college boys also.
it's like when Rach ask me . " so , anyone caught your eye?" and I answer " No"
THIS IS RIDICULOUS.
I don't even wave back to some guys who wave to me.. you might think I'm exaggerating, believe if you want.

look at me, I'm crapping once more. I'm ranting over and over again, even I, myself is getting bored with it, I don't want my readers to read my blog with such distaste or heck, even sympathy. I do not want a fleck of sympathy from any of you.


I just need time to figure things out. and soon I might go boy feasting again .
becoming myself? I don't know, will I change or keep on being the same old me.
let's see shall we?