Selfishness.

It is time to face the reality.

That my family is having some money issue.
can't be so selfish, to insist on going to taylors.
Fight after fight, discussion, questioning, I'm tired and I realised that, just because I want to go there, does not mean that they MUST send me there.
other aspects too influence my chances of going there,
and I've been such a spoiled brat, so naive.

Gosh.

Dear girl, It's time to face reality.
You can't always have the things you want.
Be strong and face it, not fret and complain.
They work hard to support you.
Don't let them down, although they can't give everything you want, but they try, they really do.

out of words. just thoughts.
deep thoughts.

end.