Where reality crushes fantasies

I don't dream in order to sleep anymore,
Tiredness overlaps and put me to sleep in a black world...
A world where nothing happens..


I can't fantasize anymore,
reality makes fantasy to good to be true...
reality is able to crush these fantasies away...
work, work, and work is all I need to do now,


My fantasies are fading away...
My dreams are losing their sparks...

I live in a world of darkness.

A picture can speak a thousands words

A picture can speak a thousands words.



Can't breathe. The world..... -words left unsaid-

It was my 200th Post last post.

haha

really it was, the last post was my 200th post

woosh, 200 posts already? =D

I'm so proud of myself. *scoff*

neways, lingering around before heading to bed =p
having Bio paper 3 intervensi tomorrow, but.. hmm, you know =p

random :

how do you pronounce Prix? as in Grand Prix?
It's actually pronounced as Pri, omitting the X..

Weird huh? haha.

nights``

Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday to my dear brother,

Charles Lai =D

No more teen-teen already, in the ty's already.


confused?

haha, teen as in, eighteen, nineteen and so on, ty meaning twenty.

He's turning Twenty today!

GETTING OLDER. XD =p

neways, if falls on the same days Prophet Muhammad's Birthday . O.o

Gotten back most of my results, not bad, course la, UP1 only ma.. haha..
I freaking hate intervensi. No time table nothing. Teacher just tell us, "err tomorrow chem yeah"
then we have to cramp our heads with chem and whatsoever subject.
and other reasons as well, hmmph


Randomness: I've never gotten that low for EST LO , TA MA DE. sigh sigh, Maths also dropped, silly mistake silly mistake, however, A , nonetheless , but STILL!

ARGH.

night =)

Still have chem and moral folio to finish, oh boy @_@

It's 1.08 am

And I'm still studying add maths, "cramming seems the better word"

after that, back to bio to refresh my memories before going to bed.. haha..

I know I've been procrastinating this whole week,

so I should be ready for bad results.. =X

sigh, bad me, needs to get motivated more.

neways, If feels really peaceful, to study late night,

although I've yawned countless time, things are beginning to get into my head better. =)


Really peaceful, really.

Oh Screw you.

Yes,


I'm screwed indeed.

ARGH!

Darn it.

Couldn't get my extra ONE mark for Physics.

Damn, stupid narrow beam ... zZzz


New look for Marsh bulletin Board,

latest update: Me being the Mascot.. whoopie doo. lol


I'm watching STEP UP 2 now, for free =D

nya hahahha.. =D

gotta sleep soon though,

Have physics tuition tomorrow, and afta that, time for work baby..
which means studying

GRATS BENJAMIN MICHEAL AND LIM PEI HAU for the STRAIGHT A's
and also GRATS for all who gotten their results.. =) no matter good or bad.

Darn It.



I overslept again!


*groans*

I somehow

I somehow felt happy overall

but,

I somehow felt left out too.

Feelings o.o

I'm feeling kinda weird inside..
a lil bit of loneliness..
a lil bit of sadness...
more to the sad sad side rather than the happy happy side..

shouldn't have thought of that matter.
Jeeberz, I haven't thought of that for so long,
it suddenly occurred to me , that , I almost forgot. note the almost.

sigh,

bitter-sweet memories..

I think now, If you gave me the opportunity to rewind time and make things right,
I would answer you,
How many times are you going to make things right till you make things wrong?
yeah sure, your happiness will lengthen, but your sadness as well.
how heart broken will you feel when you realise you have to let go of that someone special?
Very. and when you realise, then he didn't love you as much, you would feel like your heart has been stabbed or been crushed, because he made the decision to let you go.
Mayb these things are here for a reason, they are meant to happen. Sometime, Someday.

Treasure and cherish , all those happy moments...


To forget is to deny,
but to remember is to accept.


Don't cry because it's over, Smile cause it happened.


sorry for the bad english.. haha. I feel better letting it out. seriously.
Time for bed.

night.. =)

*it's rare to see my post with some many colours, I should do that often. ha.ha.*

Late Update.

Sun, March 09

Melvin's Birthday. ( My Bro's) =D




Something Funny Happen Today, I was helping my mum to type a sms

typing the work 'cheque'

while typing the "q" I kept pressing number "9" : wxyz.

I kept askin mummy
Lenn: Mie, How to spell cheque?
Mummy: Cheque
Lenn: YALA! why cannot? * keep pressing 'w'
Mummy: Cheque la..
Lenn: YALA!! why cannot, dumb @#!$%@, *realises that I'm pressing num 9. Owh. *shaddup*

hahaha.. =p

Tomorrow outing with da SS,

hope it goes right!!!

Chik Chak Chik Chak!!

Wanna change phone, wanna change phone!! =)

*hopes everything goes right =D*

should I really remember?
Should I really get that person a present?
don't know, undecisive..

Nails

Did My nails yesterday =p



With two different colours



but then todae I cut it short, cause I had to practice piano..

Yer, fugly.. =/

no choice, piano more important!

gogogo!

finish up your work!

HOLIDAYS!

Holidays is like none other.

Holiday now is like No holiday

anyhow, I managed to sleep like a log today..

hahaha.. darn tired.. #_#

now I'm hungry .. =/

Urgh!

TODAY IS JUST FRUSTRATING!

Late update.

Dunno when, I think it was the 20th of Feb

A Malaysian Lion Group dance came to perform in our school

They were the Champions World Wide and For Malaysia.

I didn't have the pictures, cause kan cannot bring phones to school,
but I happen to get hold of the pictures in my teachers memory card cause I have to print out bulletin board pictures..

sigh, the head of bulletin board memang susah =/ then say all the board members kena join sth =(
I do the sepanduk la! haha. =p
so here are the pictures.











Need not illustrate more! got to go! busy!

Step Up 2!

I want I want I want to watch STEP UP 2.
dumb real player for showing me the trailer =X

haha.. I'm up since 4++ to crap physics form 4 for the intervensi.. argh! cannot much fit it..

phys 1 and phys 3.. die.. then sukan tara today!

wish me luck, lots of it.

and CHERYL LEONG! Happy Belated 17th Birthday, I know I'd wish you during the smses, but here is one big happy birthday on my bloggie , just for you !

muah! love you babe,

huggggssss,

-Lenn-

I am.

I am definitely going to fail both physics and add maths.


definitely.

okay, gotta wake up at 3.30-4.00 to study again..

night and morning!

Da-Da-De-Dum

I'm carving for Starbucks Caramel Machiatto.

Missing so much already. haven't had it since mid of last year I think..

damn, haha..

I'm suppose to be sleeping so I could be an early bird tomorrow and crap all the infos in my head.

seems not.

Ms. Lenna Lai Is procrastinating again.. sigh!

off to bed..

toodle loo~